Luke cocks his head and smirks. “You guys aren’t paying attention. It’s vanilla.”
“She’s anything butvanilla.” Clyde poses an interesting assessment of me given that I’m ready to have sex with three guys. The fact that I’m a virgin speaks otherwise. The real answer remains to be seen. But my soon-to-be-learned sexual preferences may not align with my flavor choices.
Luke narrows his gaze at my poker face. “When I held her close, I smelled vanilla. It’s in her perfume, a warm, rich vanilla, so laugh all you want, but it’s the most educated guess in the room.”
“Am I right?” The possessive tone of a man who knows he’s right and is willing to leave the power in my hands has my sex aching to be filled.
“You are. I forgot about my perfume. Vanilla has a stigma for being plain but it’s amazing.” An intensity washes over me that I can’t place. Is it just the knowledge that Luke will officially be my first, and I’ll be his?
“I’d be happy to lick every inch of you but it won’t be your perfume I’d enjoy.”
The knot in my belly is impossibly tight. “I wouldn’t object except I doubt these guys want to wait that long.”
His wink wrecks me. How can it do that, and what is he thinking? A moment passes before he grabs my hands. I want him to grab so much more. How can he remain so calm when all I can think about is that bead of pre-cum on his erection?
He calmly says, “Do you want me to take you to my bedroom, or Clyde’s since we’re in his cabin?”
“Let’s leave vanilla to my favorite flavor. We have the rest of our lives to have sex in bed. Tonight’s the night for exploring.”
“All right.” Luke motions around Clyde’s cabin. “Any preferences?”
“Kitchen sex seems hot.”
“If you sit on the oven,” Clyde jokes.
“Would you knock it off?” Knox bats him across the chest. Their cocks bobbing in front of them send shivers through me.
“Okay, kitchen sex it is. We’ve got the counter, the table, the bar…”
“If I stand up against the bar, you can take me from behind.” I’m more nervous about the intensity of how everything feels with these guys than the physical act, so I want to avoid staring into his eyes. Is that terrible? Am I disconnecting? Doing my normal, ‘don’t get attached’ stuff?
“If that’s what you want, that’s what you get.” He leads me over and I place my hands on the edge, anticipation pulsing through me.
His hands wrap around my waist and he turns me to face him. “Not so fast, Sweetheart. Let me enjoy you for a second before we do this.”
He cups the back of my head and pulls me in for a kiss. It’s tender as if gauging my acceptance. How clear do I have to be? Maintaining a calm demeanor, my insides are screaming,I just want to get laid!
I’m playing Whack-A-Mole with the feelings welling up in me. I’ve never felt so close to someone. It’s the best thing I’ve never asked for. Red flags are flying all over my brain, and a few on my heart. No. No. No.
His other hand slides down my back, cups my ass, and pulls my hips tight against him. The thick shaft of his erection is sandwiched between us. If it’s this amazing pressed on my outsides, how will it be inside of me?
He wants this as badly as I do. Why is he dragging it out? Let’s get this over with. But isover withwhat I really want?
The warm, swirly feelings waking up inside of me are too tender, too intimate, too connected.
I see why Grandma warned me that sex complicates things. I thought I could stop the feelings.
Crap! This is out of control. I’m thinking of my grandma while naked with three sexy-jacks. I hope she’s not a ghost watching from the other side.
A shiver runs down my spine and I can’t tell if it’s Grandma’s ghost sending me a message or from Luke’s lips trailing kisses over my neck.
Wait. There are more than two hands on me. Clyde and Knox are beside me. One of them ran a hand down my spine. That’s good. Less chance Grandma sent me a confirmation that she’s watching.
I have to focus on my mission or I’ll be a virgin forever.
I pull back and tap a finger to his lips. “There will be time for that later. I’ve been waiting to lose my virginity all day long.”
A wicked grin creeps over his face. “I’ve been waiting for a lot longer than a day. I just had to find you.”