One at a time, the guys peel off. Miles first, then Atlas. Rookie. Jayden. The coaching staff too.
 
 I keep pacing the room. Still in my hoodie over a practice jersey, plus shorts, my Kobes on my feet.
 
 “You won’t get to see him tonight.”
 
 I look up to meet Harlan’s eyes.
 
 He rests a hand on my shoulder, but I shrug it off. My attention goes to my knee, the scar there.
 
 Harlan retreats and returns a moment later with faded blue polyester folded in his hands. “At least put these on so you don’t freeze.”
 
 Harlan leaves me with the scrubs. I drop them on the chair and do laps of the ward. People spot me, but the nurses don’t care.
 
 I’m not famous here. I have no power.
 
 I return to the nurse’s station. “Let me see him.”
 
 “You can’t right now, Mr. Wade.” She frowns.
 
 I rub a hand over my face. “I need to see him.”
 
 She starts to argue, but another nurse clears her throat. “You can go in.”
 
 I head into the room full of beeping machines. He’s lying in the bed, tubes and monitors hooked up everywhere. For once, he’s quiet.
 
 There’s no chair, so I get one from the hallway and carry it in.
 
 * * *
 
 NOVA
 
 The past week, I’ve been going to the wall.
 
 Literally.
 
 The mural has consumed my waking moments.
 
 But when Brooke came home looking stricken and told me about Coach, I couldn’t sit at home.
 
 Twenty minutes later, I’m at the hospital. Through some emotional appeal, the nurses finally allow me in.
 
 Clay is slouched in a tiny visitor's chair at his coach’s bedside.
 
 In the bed, the man who always looked sprightly and energetic is still and pale.
 
 The anger and betrayal I felt seem small compared to the scene in front of me.
 
 I rest a hand on Clay’s shoulder. “Hi.”
 
 He doesn’t respond.
 
 I start to pull back, but Clay’s hand covers mine. “Hi.”
 
 “How is he?” I ask.
 
 “Not good.” The words are barely audible.
 
 “How long have you been here?”