“It was good.”
“Good or goooood?”
I roll my eyes. “It was really fucking good, okay? Thanks for telling me to go.”
She squeezes me in a hug. “Anytime.”
When I get back, Daniel’s in Andy’s room, reading one of Andy’s favorite books. His voice makes me smile.
“Now, can you sleep?”
Andy shakes his head.
“What’s up?”
“I miss Mommy,” I hear Andy say.
Daniel exhales hard. “Me too.”
“Really?”
“All the time. What do you miss the most?”
A pause. “I miss her pancakes. The ones with the hearts on them. And the way she knew all the words to the songs I liked. And I miss how she smelled.”
My heart wrenches as I watch Daniel pull his son to him.
* * *
It was still a great night, I decide as I brush my teeth.
I expected it would end in bed. It didn’t.
After getting back, I changed out of my dress and into my pajamas, laying the sexy lingerie I picked out back on the dresser.
Some things are more important, like being a dad. Daniel’s an incredible one.
When I return to my room and slide between the sheets, I leave the door open a crack.
It’s minutes or hours later when I hear a sound.
“Andy?” I whisper. Maybe he’s up and needs to be settled again.
“It’s me.”
Butterflies rise up at Daniel’s voice.
“I’m late.” He lingers in the doorway.
“I don’t mind.” I shift out of bed and cross to him. “Is Andy okay?”
He nods.
“Areyouokay?”
There’s no answer.
I reach for his hands, find them both balled into fists.