Page 18 of Ruler

There has to be a way I can make myself see it that way, because if you don’t know the quirks and stuff no one wants to talk about, do you really know someone?

In some ways, I feel like I’ve hidden myself so much I’m even confused about who I am. I know who I ought to be. I know who I’ve trained to be, just as I know who I once was. But take it all away and strip me bare, and I’m not so certain I know who’s left standing.

“I don’t know,” I whisper in answer to Kai’s question. Ugh, it sounds so stupid, but that doesn’t make it less true. “I didn’t keep it from you… any of you on purpose. It just never seemed like… it felt like it was Lupa and Morgana’s business.”

A hand trails down my spine, and when I feel the wedding band on his ring finger, I know it’s Kai that’s stroking me. The light touch causes me to shiver with anticipation.

“It wastheirbusiness,” Kai rasps, adding pressure just above my ass.

My hips undulate, seeking more, and this time my body’s plea doesn’t go unanswered. I moan wantonly as one of my men roughly parts my ass cheeks, kneading the globes. I’m so lost in the feeling, I barely notice the whirring sound of the table moving.

“You’re so fucking beautiful like this, ágapi.”

Before I can process Liam’s words, the swollen head of his cock nudges against my heat and I cry out as he sheathes himself inside me. “Liam.”

“That’s it, ágapi.” He groans as my inner muscles squeeze him.

My consort forcefully grips my hips, and I move my ass back as much as I can to meet him thrust for thrust while he mercilessly pounds into me.

“Oh… God… yes, that’s it.” My eyes fall shut as I focus on the pleasure building, but Liam grunts my name all too quickly, and before I reach the peak I’m seeking, he spills his cum deep inside me.

“Fuck. Agápi.”

Kai’s chuckle alerts me to the fact he’s moved so he’s in front of me. “You don’t get to come yet, Nereid.”

I huff in frustration, but it turns to a moan as Liam pulls out of me and I feel our mixed juices running out of me.

“This isn’t fair,” I gripe.

“No,” Gus says from behind me. “It sucks when someone else makes decisions that you have to follow, doesn’t it?”

Looking over my shoulder, I pin him with my glare. “I get the point. You don’t have to hold my orgasms to ransom.”

I yelp when Kai grips my hair and pulls until I look at him. “This isn’t about punishment,” he says, licking his lips.

“Could have fooled me,” I mumble.

“This is more like a show and tell,” Liam adds, the mirth in his tone has me smiling. “A demonstration of sorts.”

I’m not actually annoyed with them, I’m intrigued where this is going. And yes, I get their point. Now, if I don’t get to come at all, that’s a different matter.

“So, what are you waiting for?” I look Kai dead in the eye as I speak. “I want to be filled again.”

Gus groans. “I swear we can do anything to her as long as she gets filled. Isn’t that right, Cia?”

Wiggling my ass, I quip, “You know it.” For good measure, I wink at him over my shoulder.

“Fill her up so we can move along,” Kai drawls, not looking away from me.

There’s a challenge in his dark eyes, and I smile sweetly at him, intending to meet it head on. But my eyes fall shut and I gasp in surprise when Gus runs the tip of his cock from my asshole to my cunt. My mouth opens as he slams into me without warning.

“Fuck. You’re so tight,” he groans.

He pounds into me like a man starved, and I lurch forward on each thrust. If it wasn’t for Kai steadying my shoulders, I’m pretty sure Gus would fuck me right off the table.

“Are you ready to listen again, Nereid?” Kai’s face is so close I can feel his breath on my cheek.

“Y-yes,” I moan, loving Gus’ rough fucking.

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