Page 81 of He's the One

“I hadn’t thought that far.”

He stared into Col’s eyes, their mouths inches apart, and Theo could have sworn Col’s stormy eyes darkened.

“Too fast,” Col whispered.

“No, it’s not.” Christ, Theo had been waitingyears!Better not say that. Then a moment of clarity made him wonder if Col had been talking about himself.Too fast for him? Shit.But a kiss wouldn’t hurt, would it?Except remember what happened last time?Theo tried to draw in a deeper breath and it was as if he’d inhaled Col who was all shining and bright and fun and kind and said lovely things and had beautiful eyes and was everything Theo wanted.I’ve been struck by lightning, but in the best possible way.

Col slid his hand to the back of Theo’s neck. “You tempt me to do everything I shouldn’t.”

Good.At least Theo thought that was good.“Even though I didn’t find any rope?”

“We don’t need rope. I think you’d do as you were told.”

“Oh God, I never do. We definitely need rope.”

Col licked his lips and Theo’s semi-hard cock went rigid so fast, that for a moment, it hurt, and he gulped. Col pulled Theo into his kiss, licking along the line of his closed lips, sliding his tongue back and forth. When Col tugged on Theo’s upper lip with his teeth, Theo opened his mouth and Col slid his tongue inside. They wrapped their arms around each other, Col pulling him in so tight that Theo struggled to breathe. An overrated activity when kissing like this was the other option.

I love kissing.Was kissing like this with everyone? Was this what he’d been missing? All those guys he could have kissed?All what guys?As if there’d been a line of them! And yet Theo was glad Col was the first, wanted him to be the first for everything in this bright new world, because Theo wanted to do everything, experience everything, explore everything. Okay, he didn’t know whateverythingwas. Not yet. And probably not anything to do with rope. Well, again with thenot yet.

Could he die from too much pleasure?It would be worth it.Except the moment he thought about coming, his balls seemed to shift into overdrive, revving up like a Formula One driver.Do not come!Col had his hands on Theo’s backside, squeezing the globes of his arse, pulling him rhythmically against him as he fucked Theo’s mouth with his tongue.

Oh my God!Theo began to drown. He could think of nothing but this kiss and the push and pull of his body against Col’s and how excited it made him feel. What else mattered other than this? Col moaned into his mouth and Theo whimpered into Col’s. The rhythmic brush of cock against cock through their clothes was driving Theo towards insanity.And detonation.

Not again!But Theo was incapable of pulling away, of calling a halt, of anything other than surrender. Now his tongue was in Col’s mouth, exploring in slow, sensual glides, running over the line of Col’s teeth before their tongues tangled. Col was stroking the bare skin above the waistband of Theo’s chinos and it felt so good, so perfect, so exciting, that in one sane moment, Theo considered running to the bathroom to have a very quick wank, then hurrying back so Col could carry on without Theo disgracing himself.

Then Col’s hands—both of them!—were in the back of Theo’s chinos, inside his shorts, on his skin and Theo couldn’t think let alone move. The slide of fingers into the seam of his backside was the beginning of the end. Theo was doomed. Everything inside him joined in the race, every internal organ, every pathetic little cell spiralling towards explosion.Oh God…For the most blissful few seconds of his life, Theo hovered on the brink of ecstasy, his eyes squeezed tight, stars dancing in his head, before he fell headlong into heaven.

This is so…

This is…

This…

Theo thought he might have blacked out for a moment because when he came round, Col was still holding him. Theo’s head was against Col’s shoulder and he was clutching Col’s biceps. For a long moment, all Theo could hear was the heavy breathing coming from both of them. He wanted to say something—he always wanted to say something—but he didn’t want to say the wrong thing.

Had Col come? Theo had been too caught in what his own body was doing to know. Only how could he ask him? It sounded terrible to admit he’d not noticed. If he hadn’t come, should Theo offer to…What? You don’t know how to do anything other than what you’ve seen on your laptop or what you do to yourself.And really, porn was not a good reference point. He’d known that even before the discussion with Col. Theo had no idea whathewas into, let alone what Col was into.

“Theo?”

He was petrified of doing something stupid and messing this up. But doing nothing seemed…bad. What would Col think if he stayed silent? That he hadn’t liked it?

“Theo?”

He had to say something, but what? Col knew he’d come, didn’t he? Maybe he didn’t. No, that couldn’t be true.Say something!

That was fun.

Can we do it again.

I’m going to run out of trousers to christen. Fuck, not that!

“Theo? Are you okay?”

He managed a nod. That was an achievement in itself. “Are you?”Is that all I can come up with?But he did manage to lift his head from Col’s shoulder to look at him.

Col smiled. “Next time, we’ll take our clothes off.”

Theo managed to wait until Col had gone before he slumped on the couch.Clothes off?Was it too late to join a gym?

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