Page 136 of He's the One

“You’re so gorgeous,” Col whispered, sliding his fingers over Theo’s lips and then his hair. “Irresistible. Not that I’ve actually tried to resist you.” He rested on his elbow and slid his leg over Theo’s. “I can’t believe I’m your first. I mean, I can. I don’t think you’re lying. I can’t believe I’m this lucky. That you want me.”

Theo smiled. “I’m the one who’s lucky. And happy. So happy, I think my heart is going to burst out of my chest. I feel…free and I know I’m not. Nothing’s changed in that respect. I’m still tied to Asquith, but it doesn’t feel so difficult anymore. You’re changing me, chipping and smoothing away like you do with your sculptures. I’m stronger, better. Only… Please don’t leave me.”

He whispered the last four words. He hated to sound needy but he had to say them.

“Never,” Col whispered back.

He knelt between Theo’s legs to roll on the condom, and Theo saw the way his fingers were shaking. Understanding that this was a big deal for Col too, made Theo feel better. He had precome all over his abdomen and he was struggling not to touch himself. Then Col reached out, ran his finger through the mess and licked it.

Theo widened his eyes. “Oh fuck. I’ve seen that move on Pornhub. Except I’ve only watched short scenes. No way was I putting in my credit card details. I was panicked enough thinking someone might grab control of my camera.”

“Theo, it’s okay. Breathe.”

“Then stop taking so long to lube yourself up. I’m getting over-excited. Though you are big. Oh no, wrong thought.”

Theo gasped as Col’s slick fingers stroked between his legs. “You should take ages to lube me up. The more lube the better.”

“Once you learn to relax, it gets easier.” Col leaned over to kiss him, first his cheek, then his chin, his eyelids and finally his mouth and all the time he massaged along Theo’s crease and around the entrance to his body before slowly working his finger inside. Theo clutched him, hoping he wasn’t going to hyperventilate, and Col held back almost as if he were waiting for Theo’s breathing to level out.Not going to happen.Theo was doing his best to stay calm but when Col pushed into him again, he tensed and groaned.

“Whole finger?”

“Nearly. You’re doing so well.”

“I am?”

“Perfect.”

The momentwasperfect and Theo settled into the sensation as Col eased further inside him. He’d done this to himself but it felt different with Col doing it.

“Okay?” Col whispered.

“Uh huh.”

Then Col curled his finger and hit his prostate and Theo juddered. “Oh fuck. No,that’sperfect. It’s…oh my God. Col… Wow… God…”

Words fell into nonsense punctuated by breathy groans and gasps. He opened his eyes to look at Col and Col was breathing as raggedly as him. Theo pulled his legs back, curled them around Col and rocked up into Col’s thrusts. That earned him another finger.

“Jesus,” Theo whimpered.

“I need…”

“Yes. Me too. Please. I don’t know what I want though. Anything, just keep doing whatever you’re doing. More though. Bigger than a finger.”

Col positioned his cock and slowly pushed into him.Push back.That was what Theo had to do. Don’t try to relax because that might make him tense up.Oh fuck. It hurts. Breathe!!!

“Theo!”

“I’m fine, I’m fine, keep going.”

“I’m hurting you.”

“Don’t stop. Don’t stop.”

Then it was no longer as painful but felt…Ohh. Right.Theo didn’t appear to be breathing. Wasn’t sure he remembered what breathing was. Their bodies were rocking together and Col was sliding deeper and deeper until Theo wondered how much more of him there was and how deep he could possibly go. And yes, it did hurt a bit, but all he had to do was hang on, because pretty soon it wouldn’t.

Hello, pretty soon!

Col’s balls were up against Theo’s arse and Theo was already forgetting that this had ever been painful because it felt so good. If only he could remember how to breathe, he’d be fine. More than fine. He gasped and Col furrowed his brow.

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