Yet.
But I will. I’ll make it my mission to find out. Same as I’ll make it my mission to find out who killed Ace.
Maybe both are related.
A stray tear runs down my cheek as self-pity pays me his daily visit to deliver me a cake of despondency for one. Something to snack on as I witness this whole fucking debacle.
I quickly wipe it away.
Have I got what it takes to carry this through? I’m already feeling overwhelmed. What if I miss the shot and Irish gets killed right in front of me? What if I’m successful but I get caught afterward? I haven’t thought this through properly. Maybe Delaney’s right. Maybe subconsciously I do have a death wish because, right now, I’m acting the way Razr would.
Still. It’s too late now. I have one shot at this. No pun intended. So, what will be will have to be.
“Focus, Jaine,” I whisper-hiss at myself once more.
I look through my scope for any unusual signs. Let’s face it, it’s not like I can search for someone who looks like a serial killer. Most of the congregation gathered here today could wear that cap.
When the Wedding March is played, I ignore it.
When Sophia walks down the aisle on Luc’s arm looking beautiful and radiant, I ignore her.
When they say their vows in front of The Almighty, I ignore them.
I ignore it all because I have to. I put thoughts of Irish out of my head because I have to. They’ll only distract me and get one or both of us killed.
My finger rests on the trigger as we near the crux of the proceedings. I breathe slowly.
In on four. Out on four.
Repeat.
I don’t want to fucking hear it.
I now pronounce you husband and wife.
But I just did.
My heart shatters as those life-altering words are spoken, the emotional pain instantly turning to physical as my empty chest cavity constricts in on itself.
Irish lost. Ace lost.
So much heartache in such a short space of time. But I’ll survive. I have to.
In on four. Out on four.
Repeat.
Breathe, Jaine.
I just need to focus my energies on hand-delivering karma now.
It’s then I spot who I suspect could be the marksman. He’s sitting immediately behind the O’Connells and fidgeting in his seat. Is it him? I watch as his hand reaches inside his jacket. I frown. If it is, then there’s no way he can get a clear shot at Irish from his position. At least not without standing.
Show me the gun.
I can’t react until I know for sure he’s the shooter. I wait and I wait until the kaleidoscopic sunlight glints off the barrel of the now-raised weapon.
Jesus Christ. Is this guy a suicide sniper? Is he going to do what I think he is? Is he going to attempt to take out the O’Connell family? From where he’s seated, that’s what it appears he’s primed to do.