Page 19 of Blade's Boo

“That’s it. Get yourself off on my cock, Boo. Come in those panties. Jesus, what I wouldn’t do to taste that sweet pussy and get you to scream my name that way. I bet I can make you come several times just with my hands and mouth. That’s before the main event where I make love to you until you scream more and come all over me,” I said gutturally.

“Uhh, oh God, Adam, do it. Make me come. I’ve dreamed of it for days. Touch me. Please,” she whimpered. Her pupils were dilated. She was thoroughly aroused. If I was a good man, I’d walk away. I guess I wasn’t a good man. At least not when it came to this. I gave her one more chance.

“Tell me to stop. Tell me no and I won’t touch you again. You’ve gotta be the one to stop this. I can’t.”

Her hips circled on top of my aching cock. I groaned. She took both of my hands and placed them on her breasts. Her nipples poked the palms of my hands. I squeezed them as I took her down on her back. She was stretched out on the couch and I was hovering over top of her.

I ground myself between her legs as I tore open her robe. She had on a tank top. Grabbing the hem, I shoved it up and her breasts were bare for me to see. They were beautiful, perfect, and better than I’d imagined. I sucked one nipple into my mouth while I teased the other with my fingers. I recalled how that got her off the first time. She moaned. While I was feasting on her breasts, I was humping her core. Slipping one hand down, I ran it across the crotch of her sleeping pants. She was damp. Her cream was soaking through the fabric.

My head was buzzing. All I could think about was making her come. She was mine and I had to bring her pleasure. I sucked harder and bit down on her nipple as I twisted the other. She cried out and moaned as she came. She was shaking. I lifted away enough to watch. When I saw she was coming down, I kissed her chest then down to her stomach. When I got to her waistband, I stopped and looked up at her. She was watching me through hooded eyes.

“Can I? Can I taste your pussy so I can see if it tastes as sweet as honey or better?”

She hesitated for a moment or two then nodded her head. She surprised me again, by pushing her waistband down herself. I latched a hold of the sides and tugged them down her thighs then the rest of her legs. I flung them to the floor. I’d taken her panties with her pants. She was bare and I admired the sight.

Her hair was neatly trimmed. I spread her lips and exposed her hard clit in its hood and her pretty pink lips. She was glistening with her juices. Her scent teased my nose, making my mouth want to latch onto her and eat her.

“How do you like your pussy eaten? Slow and soft or fast and hard?”

“I-I don’t know. I’ve never had that…”

My startled gaze met hers. Shit, that was right. The fucker who called himself her husband had never had her willingly. She didn’t know what she liked or didn’t like. The idea that I was the first to taste her like this made my heart beat faster. I lowered my mouth and took my first lick. I moaned as her spicy and sweet taste burst on my tongue. I greedily nuzzled deep between her folds and licked more.

In no time, I was using not only my tongue but my lips and teeth to pleasure her, as my finger found her opening and I slid one inside. She was so fucking tight. Her moans were getting louder as I ate her and finger fucked her. As I pushed her to the peak before pushing her over, I knew she’d ruined me for any other woman. I’d go to my grave dreaming of her and mourning the fact I couldn’t have her. Wanting to make this unforgettable for her, I increased my pace and attention. Her scream when she came probably woke her neighbors. I didn’t care. I loved to hear her like this, knowing it was my doing.

I lapped gently at her as her belly quivered and she came back to her senses. She was staring at me in awe. Doing the hardest thing I’d ever done, I sat up and tugged her robe closed.

“What are you doing, Adam?”

“I’m leaving. I can’t stay or I’m going to have you totally naked, in your bed, with me buried inside of you so deep, you won’t know where you start and I end. Jesus, this is killing me. I wish like hell you’d see who I am and be able to live with me and my club. God, you have no idea how much I wish that. I won’t be like him and force you to do something you don’t want. I’ve got to leave. I’m sorry.”

Using the last of my strength, regret filling me for letting myself push her this far, I stood up. I took two steps before her hands latched onto my belt and her fingers fumbled to undo it. I grabbed them and pushed them away. Her eyes were blazing with heat. She was panting.

“You’re nothing like him. Don’t ever compare yourself to him again. You didn’t force me to do anything. I loved having you do those things to me and I want to be naked in that bed with you. I want to know what it’s like to have a man I desire inside of me. I want to know what it’s like to have a man like you inside of me. You said I’m yours and you’re falling for me. Show me. Make love to me and show me. You’ve already given me more than I could ever hope for, but I need you to make us complete.”

I held onto her hands. “Cassia, you have to be sure. If we do this, then you’re mine. There will be no going back. I’ll claim you and that’s it. You were about to tell me we were done. Why are you really doing this?”

“I never said anything about us being through, Adam. What gave you that idea? I’ve had my three days and I’ve thought this all out. I can’t walk away from you. I’m yours if you want me. To hell with Reuben. Whatever he gets, he’ll more than deserve it. I’m tired of being afraid and feeling empty. I don’t know how it happened, but I fell in love with my stalker.”

I froze in stunned disbelief. I had to be imagining what was coming out of her mouth. Had I fallen asleep and this was all a dream? I’d had some pretty hot ones since meeting her. Her hands tugging on my jeans again made me realize I was fully awake. Cursing myself, I stopped her again. My cock was shouting at me to shut the fuck up and take what she was offering. However, my brain was telling me that she would do this and regret it in the morning.

She was staring at me with a pleading look on her face. I cupped her face. God, I hated being an honorable man. “Babe, we can’t. I know you might think this is what you want, but it’s just the hormones talking. You’re horny. I’m not going to take greater advantage then have you hate me in the morning. I’m already sweating that you’ll regret what we already did.

“What will it take to convince you I’m not going to?”

“For you to sleep on it. If you still feel the same in the morning, then call me and we’ll talk. If you don’t, then I’ll know you changed your mind. Just know one thing. No matter what you decide, you’ll be safe here in Dublin Falls. I won’t let Reuben or anyone else harm you.”

I moved away from her and stood up. It was difficult to walk toward the door for more than one reason. One, my erection was killing me. Two, my brain was telling me to stop and think about this. What if she did know her own mind and this was what she wanted? Fear was what kept me from turning back.

I didn’t look back. I knew if I did, I’d break. I closed the door behind me and leaned against it. God, what had I done? I’d walked away from the one woman I wanted more than anything in the world. I left her horny and alone. I was an idiot.

The ride back to the compound was foggy. All I recall was finding myself sitting on my bike outside the clubhouse. Not the smartest way to ride. I entered to find a few of my brothers sitting around. I didn’t stop to talk. I didn’t return any of their greetings. All I did was grab a bottle of whiskey from the bar and went to my room. I didn’t bother to shower. I stripped and lay down to drink. It was going to be a long-ass night. I had to get drunk as fast as I could, so I couldn’t return to her place.

Cassia:

After knowing I was going to have a restless night of no sleep, I did something I hadn’t done in three years. I called in sick to work. After Blade walked out, I called Babs, the weekend baker and begged her to cover for me. She was sweet and told me, no problem. After I thanked her profusely, I called Ian and told him I wouldn’t be in but I’d gotten Babs to cover me. His concern made me want to cry. I told him I’d be fine and hurried to get off the phone.

I got dressed. If I stayed in my apartment, I’d go crazy. I needed to get out in the air and drive. After I escaped the compound and moved here, Ian had been nice enough to teach me to drive. That had been a no-no back home. I found freedom in driving around aimlessly, just taking in the sights and letting my cares go. I’d found when I needed to think through something big, it helped clear my mind. That’s what I needed now.