Page 121 of Running on Empty

“On it already.” Jax let out a small hiss of irritation, right before he lifted my hips and then slicked lube over my arse. “How we doing, Stevie?” I answered him by arching my back, leaning into his caresses until it forced his lubed fingers in.

This, this was getting closer to what I needed, my head falling down, my mouth skating over Ash’s as he gripped the base of his cock and I slammed down on it. That hurt a little. He was too damn big for that kind of shit, but I couldn’t seem to stop. My hips rising up for a second only to go back for more.

“That’s it, omega,” Ash crooned. “Take what you need.”

So I did, over and over, that the thick weight of him piercing me open, but not far enough. I panted as I worked, my mouth falling open, small pleas hissed out between breaths and that’s when Jax moved. Lubed fingers gripped my hips, holding me still.

“Jax…!”

“You sure you’re ready, beautiful?”

“Jax, I need—”

“I know what you need. That’s what makes this so fucking hard.” His grip tightened. I’d wear his marks with pride tomorrow, but right now, he forced me still, so I felt his every move.

He was being careful and I fucking hated it. I knew academically why, but that didn’t stop me from snapping at him.

“Jax!”

“I know, love, I can feel it, that fucking need like it’s an ache in my balls, but I won’t fucking hurt you.”

“Jax, I—”

“Looks like you need distracting while my brothers fill you up.” Ronan crawled closer then pressed his cock down so it hovered in front of my mouth. I licked my lips then, staring up at him. “How about you busy yourself sucking my cock, and let Jax go to work?”

I licked the crown, savouring the salty taste, right as I heard Jax’s groan.

“So fucking tight…”

“And gonna get tighter,” Ash rasped out. “We both need to knot her.”

“What? But—”

“Yes!” I snapped that out as I jerked my mouth away from Ronan. “Yes, Jax, please.”

“Then you need to let me in.” One hand came to rest on my shoulder, gripping firm. “Take a deep breath in and then when you let it out, let me in. And when you do…”

I did as he asked, forcing my body to relax around him on the out breath and that’s when I heard Jax growl.

“We’re claiming you as ours now. You know that, don’t you? We’ve been watching, waiting for just this moment, but I need to hear it from you. Tell me you want me.” The pain in his voice was a twin of my own. “Tell me you are mine, and I am yours.”

In some ways that was harder than letting my arse flex around him, letting him delve deeper. Because he could pull out again in a moment’s notice, but not this. Ash reached up to stroke my face and Jax held my body in his arms as he leaned over and brushed his lips against my neck.

I tilted my head sideways, to give him better access I told myself, but it was more than that. I felt the tears prick at my eyes as I closed them in surrender. I was done fighting. I’d been running on empty for far too long and now the three men I loved most in the world offered to fill me right up. I nodded, then said the words that would seal my fate, taking me to the place I’d always wanted to be.

“Of course, Jax. I’m yours. All I’ve ever been is yours.”

He let out a feral growl then, jerking his hips forward and as I felt the sting of his knot being forced in, it was joined by a far greater one at my neck.

Mates.

I’d been calling them that for some time. It felt right and true, the way to describe us, but as his teeth snapped down I realised just how much more there was. My breath was coming so fast I felt light-headed and breathless, or was that just from him? I didn’t know because as his fangs buried deep something happened. Wolf, woman, man, wolf, we fused together in one long perfect moment that was reflected in our physical response.

I felt the cum boil in his balls, knowing when it was going to unload into me, because his body, his heart was mine. And my cunt flexed and grabbed at him, at Ash, the other man groaning at the feel of it. But I couldn’t pay too much attention to that, a singing note of pleasure going on and on, until I was forced to join it. My claws dug into Ash’s chest, my whole body going rigid as I was wracked with the waves of pleasure shared down our bond.

My eyes snapped open then, and I’d never felt the wolf as close to my skin without a shift as this moment. I stared at Ash with a predator’s eyes and he didn’t flinch for a second away from that. His eyes were incandescent green as he stared back. He knew, we knew, Ronan and Jax moving restively around us as we held that moment in our hands, right before Ash reached up.

“Are you ready now?” He was trying to check in, but instead it came out in an air of such longing. “Have I done it right? I’ve been trying so fucking hard—”

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