Page 40 of The Stolen Moments Trilogy

His eyes widen, and he gulps. “I… I... Uh, are you sure?”

I bite down on my lip. “Don’t you want me, too?” I ask.

Carter takes my hand and wraps it around himself. “What do you think, baby?”

I giggle and pull him closer. He reaches for his jeans and pulls a condom out of his pocket. I look at him through narrowed eyes and he rushes to explain. “I bought some today. I thought maybe… I don’t know.”

His ears are bright red, and his hands tremble slightly. I giggle and sit up as he rips open the packaging. He tries to roll the condom on, but it won’t roll down easily. He looks up at me with bright red cheeks and looks beyond flustered. I laugh and rise to my knees, my hands closing around his.

“Let me try.”

He nods, and after a few tries I manage to roll it down.

“So tight,” he murmurs. He grimaces, and I’m worried we might’ve done something wrong.

“Is it okay? We don’t have to...”

Carter looks at me and grins mischievously. “Baby, are you crazy? I’m pretty sure I’ve waited for this all my life.”

Chapter 34

Carter

“Carter, I want it,” Emilia whispers. I grin and push into her slightly. She’s soaking wet and feels amazing. I’m scared I won’t be able to last more than a few seconds. I don’t want our first time to be over so quickly, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to control it.

Emilia gasps, her eyes widening. She’s tight around me, really freaking tight. I push into her a bit deeper and slide inside with relative ease. I pull back and then push into her all the way in one go. Emilia whimpers in pain and I freeze. Tears gather in her eyes and I panic.

“Baby, are you okay?” I whisper. She nods, but her face is scrunched up in agony. I don’t know what to do to make it better.

“Fine. I’m fine,” she lies. I lower my face to hers and kiss away her tears.

“We can stop, Minx. We don’t have to do this. If it hurts, let’s just stop.”

Emilia shakes her head and tangles her hands in my hair, grabbing tightly. She pulls my face to hers and kisses me, shutting me up. I hold myself up on top of her and kiss her slowly and sweetly. She relaxes underneath me after a couple of minutes and I pull back a little to thrust back into her. Her face scrunches up in discomfort, but at least it looks like she isn’t in pain anymore.

“Shit, Minx. I’m so sorry. I don’t know what to do.”

Emilia throws her arms around me and shakes her head. “I’m okay. I want this, Carter. Please don’t stop now.”

I nod and thrust in and out of her slowly. I’ve been ready to come since the second I pushed into her. She feels amazing around me, so fucking tight and so ridiculously wet.

“I can’t, baby. I won’t be able to last long. I’m sorry,” I groan, dropping my forehead to hers. She giggles and kisses me. My restraint dissolves and I moan as I thrust into her harder and quicker.

Emilia looks into my eyes as I come harder than I ever have before. I moan her name and collapse on top of her, completely spent. She hugs me and I bury my face in her hair. “You always smell amazing,” I whisper.

Emilia laughs. “It’s the perfume you buy me every year. I love it.”

I inhale deeply and pull out of her. She looks surprised to find me softening, and I’m embarrassed. I turn around and grab a tissue from my pocket. The condom is coated with a small amount of blood, and I take it off carefully before joining Emilia on the blankets.

“That was probably much better for me than it was for you,” I say grumpily. She laughs and rolls on top of me while I reach for a blanket to cover us with.

“It was good,” she says, and I can’t tell if she’s lying. I feel both horrible and delighted at the same time. It was amazing for me, but I’m so embarrassed that I couldn’t make it good for her too.

I caress her body as we snuggle together. “I did sort of have hopes that we might do it,” I admit. “But I actually just wanted to talk to you and hang out with you.”

She rolls onto her side to look at me and throws her leg over mine. “I’m going to miss you, Emilia. I’m going to miss the way you mess with me, and I’m going to miss seeing you every day. I’m going to miss your smile and the random conversations we have.”

She looks sad and pulls me closer, hiding her face in my neck. “I’m going to miss you too, Carter. I’m so used to seeing you every day. Life won’t be the same without you. Will you call me when you’re away?”

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