His words trail off, and I know he’s trying to leave it up to me, but there’s nothing I want more than this—to finally be inside him.
Withdrawing my hand, I roll the condom down my length and then grab the lube again. Hayden strokes himself in time with me, and I’m so turned on I have to force myself not to slam into him with one thrust.
Bracing my hand on the mattress, I line myself up, the tip of my dick nudging the tight ring of muscle, and push. Hayden whimpers as I rock my hips the slightest bit.
“Holy fuck,” I breathe as his body strangles my cock, and I’m barely inside him.
“Come here.” Hayden’s words are desperate, and I obey as he pulls me down for a kiss at the same time I push inside him a little more. “Breathe, Ev.”
“You feel incredible. So fucking tight.”
Hayden presses kisses across my jaw and neck, and this time when I thrust inside, his hips rock to meet mine. The pleasure is indescribable as we find a rhythm that’s just this side of desperate.
His legs wrap around my back, and I lose myself completely—in him, in this moment, in knowing this is forever.
“Harder, Ev. I’m so close.” I do as he says, our bodies slick with sweat as I thrust over and over. I bury my face in the crook of his neck as I thrust one final time before Hayden is crying out. The pressure and sensation is so intense my body completely surrenders to the moment as pleasure rips through every cell of my body.
Hayden is chanting my name, but I can barely hear it over the roar in my ears, and I have no idea if it’s me making that noise or if I’m just in complete sensory overload.
“Jesus,” I manage, but it’s muffled because I can’t find it in me to move and my face is still pressed into the crook of his neck. Fingertips caress up and down my spine, and I shiver.
“Yeah.”
“Is it always like that?”
“Never.” I push myself up to look at him, his eyes glassy and so full of…everything. “Only with you.”
“Really?”
“Everett Scott Teal, have Ieversaid anything just because I thought you wanted to hear it?” The words are soft but firm, and I grin as I remember another time he felt the need to say them to me.
“I love you.”
“I love you too. So much.” His hands cup my face, and he places a sweet kiss on my lips. “Thank you for trusting me, for allowing me to share this moment with you.”
“There could never be anyone else.”
“Just us.”
“Always.” I sigh and then grin. “Baby?”
“Hmm?” he says absentmindedly, playing with the hair at the nape of my neck.
“When can we do it again?”
16
HAYDEN
HAYDEN: I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT JUST HAPPENED
SORREN: Why are you yelling?
HAYDEN: Because I just got to THE PART!
SORREN: Oh it’s good, right? Totally saw that coming—wait, what chapter are you on?
SORREN: I need to make sure we’re talking about the same thing