As my blood boiled, my hands curled into fists at my side.
“So that’s it? The two of you get to make my decisions for me?” I was referring to both of them now and the fact that Alessio had made the decision for me regarding whether or not I wanted to explore the combustible nature of our coupling.
“Nivea. This is serious business. This isn’t the time to throw a tantrum about your freedoms or lack of,” my dad snipped. I hated this side of him. The cold and ruthless business side.
“A tantrum?” I gasped in outrage. My mouth opened to spew out my rage, but I snapped it shut. Then I picked up the glass and emptied it in two swallows before I forcefully replaced it with a thunk. I turned on my heel and stormed for the bedrooms Alessio had described. Not caring which one I got, I entered the first door and slammed it behind me.
“Of all the bossy asshole moves,” I began my grumbling tirade as I paced. Then I snatched a pillow from the bed and smashed it to my face so I could scream into it.
Feeling marginally better, my shoulders slumped and I crawled onto the bed and ended up drifting off to sleep, plotting the demise of the two controlling bastards in the other room.
Despite my anger, I hoped Alessio would come to my room after my dad went to bed. When he didn’t, a little crack started in the corner of my heart, and I knew I’d been an idiot.
There was no way he fucked me because he was truly attracted to me. Had I thrown myself at him? I ran over everything that had happened, but so much of what happened before his mouth was on me was a blur.
However, I knew I hadn’t imagined the feel of him inside me. Nor had I imagined how he’d ensured my pleasure before his own.
Now if I could forget it, that would be great.
“Vitamin R (Leading Us Along)”—Chevelle
“If you take the stepmom out, there’s no guarantee the others that she hired won’t still finish the job,” I told Matthew, though I was pretty sure he already knew that.
“I have no doubt. Which is why I intend to find each and every one of them first.”
“You know there’s a reason those kinds of deals run through the dark web. Anonymity is a necessary safety precaution,” I hedged.
He gave me a cold smile that sent chills down even my own hardened shell.
“You won’t be able to find out information like that,” I tried again.
“Don’t underestimate me and my resources,” he smoothly replied.
I huffed a drawn-out breath, then ran a hand through my hair. Then I lifted my drink to take a much-needed swallow.
“When did you start fucking my daughter?”
I choked on the smooth whiskey and covered my mouth as I turned my head away and coughed up what I’d damn near inhaled.
“What?” I croaked.
He leaned his elbows on the bar as he held my gaze. “I’m not an idiot and I haven’t stayed alive as long as I have by being unobservant. Did you put your dick in her before or after you decided not to kill her?”
“Jesus. Who the fuckareyou?” I didn’t get rattled easily, but this motherfucker shook me to my damn core.
“Answer the question and I’ll answer yours.”
Staring into his icy gaze, I clenched my jaw as I debated how exactly to reply. Deep down I knew this wasn’t the guy to bullshit. Finally, I bit out my answer. “Tonight was the first time.AfterI protected her.”
Like a human lie detector, he searched my gaze for an insanely intense moment. Then he lifted his chin slightly. “I’m mostly retired, but I worked for years as a… paid mercenary.”
“You mean an assassin,” I drily corrected.
His grin didn’t reach his eyes. “Takes one to know one, right?”
“Fuck,” I muttered. My brain was rapidly running through my thoughts, clicking on some, discarding others. “Does she know?”
He shrugged. “About you? Obviously not. Me? She has a pretty good idea idea. I sheltered her and her mother from most of it, but there came a time when out of… necessity… they needed to know certain things. I’ve taught her to be careful and we have protocols in place for a reason. I was afraid living here on her own would make her complacent. I also worried that bitch her biological father married would be an issue—just not to this extent.”