Oh fuck! I went outside to fuck him. I remember telling him I didn't want to be a virgin anymore and him telling me he was going to be the only one...to fix that problem for me.

"Oh my God!" I could've had sex last night and never remembered it. I'm more than disgusted with myself - I'm appalled.

"Then we came stumbling out looking for the two of you." My sister picks up the narrative as memory seems to be coming back to her.

"And we all agreed we couldn't fuck in the car but we were too messed up to drive so we called an Uber." Colm helps her fill in the missing details. I didn't have my dress on!

"We couldn't find your dress so I gave you my shirt." Thank God, I didn't attempt to crawl into a strangers car naked because of how drunk I was.

"We went to your shop!" Harley says brightly and loudly before we all regret it and hold our heads. Then she pales, "Oh shit! I took my pants off."

There's silence for a few minutes as each of us try to remember more. Colm finally looks up, "Next, we did you guys."

Both me and my sister gasp. Colm immediately realizes what he's said. "No we, um, did your work." He points to his own ankle to show us what he meant.

And thank God! I'm pretty sure I would know if I had sex with Cade last night. If the thing I was rubbing up against this morning is any indication I would still be feeling it. All of us stand around for a few minutes to see if anything else comes back to us.

"Then how did we end up here?" The question is nagging at me so I put it out there for them so it can nag at them too.

Everyone jumps when Cade starts speaking again. "We got hungry - again." He turns to me so he's just talking to me, "and you said..."

He stops himself and looks over to his brother and my sister, "Never mind what you said. Let's just say you offered to feed me. Not him, just me."

The memory of spreading my legs in the leather chair and offering my pussy up to him flashes in my mind. I would know if we fucked but...I wouldn't know if he had his mouth on me there. I let out a whimper, "I didn't, did I?" The words come out sounding more like a question than the statement I meant them to be.

We must have left the tattoo parlor and ubered our way home. It was here that I was spreading my legs telling Cade I had something for him to eat. For the life of me, I can't remember what happened after that.

"We passed out!" Cade looks at me with certainty and I let out a trapped breath I didn't realize I was holding in. "We never...I never got to..." he stops before he can finish what he was going to tell me. I look over and see Colm and Harley looking at us and another memory floats back.

"We tripped over you on the way to the bed." It was one of the reasons we didn't make it in time before the alcohol put us to bed which I am thankful for now. Wait a minute! "You were going to fuck on my bed?!"

All of us grab our heads and takes seats on the couch groaning. Once the room stops spinning I shot my sister a dirty look. They were in the floor all over one another.

"No!" she finally answers me. "I was looking for something." I can tell she's trying to remember what by the way her eyebrows are drawn down.

"Condoms!" Colm is the one shouting out now. It's like one big game of Yahtzee.

"Why would you go to my room to look for condoms?" That was a stupid thing to do.

"Why would I need them in the first place?" my sister looks disturbed. One of the things she doesn't tell anyone is she's a virgin too. For all of her outgoing ways she's never done anything either.

"You didn't want a baby, yet." Colm says this with a look of certainty on his face.

"Yet?!" Both me and Harley say it at the same time. We stand up to look down at Colm.

"Oh no." All three of us look over at Cade who has been quiet for a while now. His eyes come up to meet mine, "I need to talk to you."

"Just spit it out, Cade. None of us can remember and unless we try to piece it together with all of us none of us will know what happened."

He says it for everyone to hear but he doesn't take his eyes off of me, "I don't think you wanted to wait."

Now everyone turns to look at me and I feel the floor buckling under my feet.

Chapter Eight

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Cade