Please stop.
Please stop.
Please.
Stop.
Please.
I pinch my eyes shut, convinced that if I pretend I’m not here, I’ll disappear.
Maybe I can just disappear.
Disappear.
“Come back to me,” a whisper floats to me.
It is kind, gentle, safe.
I focus on it, even if it is only a figment of my imagination.
Anything is better than this.
Another torrent of the whip. I am ripped open.
I shake.
Hands, warm hands, grip my shoulders.
“Dash,” the voice calls out again, this time with more urgency.
Is this person in danger more than I am? Do they need me? How can I break away from my hell to save this other person? No one should be helpless, scared, afraid. I must find a way.
“Please,” they say. “I need you.”
I fight. I scrape. I push with every ounce of strength.
And when I open my eyes, I am no longer in hell, but in the arms of the woman who I care most about in this entire world.
“Dash,” she pulls me to her. “Angels, are you okay?”
I hug her back, grateful to be gone from whatever nightmare I was just living through. It felt too…real. No dream has ever made me experience such torment.
“I’m fine. I’m sorry I worried you.”
She releases me but keeps me at an arm’s length. “Are you really apologizing right now?”
“Sorry.”
Her cheeks turn up into a smile. “Dash.”
I pinch my lips together to keep myself from saying sorry again.
Wren blots at my forehead with a towel.
Bo rises from his chair in the corner of the room and moseys over. “Thought you were a goner, bud.” He pats my shoulder. “Where did you go?”
I scoot up and rest my back against the headframe of the bed we slept in last night. Someone must have brought me here when I…