I don’t give him a second to respond before I swallow him down as deep as I can manage. The bars in his cock are cold against my tongue. I love how each of my men have such a distinctive taste. Because of the jewelry, Ev tastes slightly metallic, but it’s a comfort instead of being gross. Lake tastes a little sweeter.

Ev’s head falls back on the pillow as I get to work. He turns it toward Lake, who seems to have frozen as he watches us. “I thought you were going to give us a show, sweetheart?” Ev prompts him. Lake hesitates and then seems to remember he’s supposed to strip and jack off, because he clumsily strips out of the sweats, his hard cock instantly bouncing against his stomach.

He positions himself, kneeling by Ev’s head so I get a good view as his fist wraps around his cock. He accepts the lube Ev magically produced out of nowhere and coats his dick before he begins to roughly jerk himself off. Ev pours some of the lube on his own hand and then reaches it behind Lake, near his ass, causing Lake to moan obscenely. Gods damn, I wish I could see what he’s doing. Ev turns his head back toward me. “You still want me to fuck your face, babe?”

I nod around his cock. I’m a little leery, since I still can’t deep throat, but I trust Ev not to go too far. Plus, I’m still on top, so I have more control. Ev grips my head with his free hand, and just as I open my mouth and loosen my throat the best I can, he plants his feet and bridges up, his cock going deep into my throat.

I gag immediately and Ev quickly relents. But just as I take a deep breath, he’s back. Not quite as deep but taking me right to my limit. His PA piercing is tickling the back of my throat, and I strangely like it. The wet spot on the front of my underwear shows just how much, even as I gag and tears come to my eyes.

Meanwhile, Lake is still jerking himself off, his hungry gaze fixated on us. I’m so desperate to get my hands on them both. Ev pulls out of my mouth and leans up even as he pushes my head toward his mouth for another kiss. “I need you, babe. Will you fuck me?”

There’s only gentleness and desire in Ev’s expression. I know he’s not pressuring me. I know I can say no and he won’t be upset. But I don’t want to say no. I’ve been getting hornier by the second, and I know my self-imposed ban on fucking is about to come to an end. By the time we’re done here, I plan to bury my cum inside both of my mates.

I run my thumbs across Ev’s lip ring. “Yes, I’ll fuck you, baby. I’ll fuck both of you, if you two want.”

Matching gasps and needy expressions are all the answer I need.

NINETEEN

Logan

Ev wastes no time flipping himself onto his hands and knees. He holds his palm out and Lake pours a generous amount of lube into his hand, and I watch, entranced, and so fucking aroused as Ev easily slides a finger into his hole. I know it’s been a while since I’ve fucked him, and I’m wondering what toys he’s been using to stay open.

I lick my lips and share a heated gaze with him. His eyes rake over me, and then he slowly checks out Lake, undressing him with his eyes, if Lake still had clothes on, that is.

As Ev slips a second finger in his hole, he jerks his head toward Lake. “How about you get our little bird ready so you can have both of us with no prep?”

Oh, my dick fucking loves that idea, as a stream of pre-cum leaks out. It reminds me that I’m still wearing underwear and I quickly strip out of that shit. I don’t want anything between us. Leaning over, I grip Lake’s chin with my fingers and bring him in for an intense kiss. I bite his lip and pull a little, causing a small shudder and a dick twitch from Lake.

“What do you say, baby? Do you want me to stretch you open?” Lake’s lips part, and his eyes are wide as he nods. He lets go of his dick and I kiss his neck. “Turn around for me, Little Bird. I want you and Ev on your knees, side by side.”

Lake moans and quickly complies. Knee walking back to the edge of the bed, I’m taken aback by the scene before me. Looking at them, it’s hard to believe that less than six months ago, I believed I was completely straight. How did I survive all my life without these two in it?

I can’t wait another moment to touch them. I lean in, stroking both of their asses. “Fuck, you’re both so beautiful. How did I get so lucky?”

Ev looks at me over his shoulder. “We’re the lucky ones because we get to have that big fat, cock inside of us.” He wiggles his eyebrows as he gives a pointed look at Lake, and I snort in amusement. I’m about to ask Ev for the lube when I have another idea on how to loosen up Lake.

I press my thumbs into Lake’s crease and spread his cheeks. Just as Ev adds a third finger to his hole, I lick it.

“Ohh.” Lake groans as he collapses onto his forearms.

Ev stops prepping himself and takes one hand to his cock while the other fingers through Lake’s hair. As my tongue continues to work its way past his sphincter, Lake’s head dips down against the mattress, and adorable breathy pants escape his mouth.

Ev’s lids are heavy with lust as he watches. His eyes fall on my insanely hard boner. “You finish loosening up our mate and I’ll get you ready.”

Ev’s hand, covered in pre-cum and lube, wraps around my dick in a solid grip as he preps me. I pull away from Lake. “Fuck, babe. The two of you, gods . . .”

Once my dick is nice and coated, Ev pulls away. “I think you’re ready for us, babe.”

Licking my lips, I devour Ev with my eyes. “I think so too.”

Ev barely turns back around before I’m spreading his cheeks and pushing myself in. I’m so fucking impatient, I can’t wait another second to be buried inside of him. I don’t stop until I’m balls deep, and then I pause, giving my mate time to adjust. Ev pushes back into me as I lean forward so that my chest is pressing into his back. I don’t stop until Ev rests his chest against the bed.

I hesitate before I start to move, even though we’re both desperate for friction. “I’m not really ready to knot again, and I’m going to do my best to pull out before I do, but . . .”

Ev takes my hands and squeezes. “I know, babe. It’s ok. Whatever happens. Just, please move.”

“My pleasure.” And then I bite Ev’s shoulder.