“I wasn’t,” I squeak. “I just...I was just...”
“What part of none of this is your fucking business did you not understand?” Western snarls at me, his tone icy.
“I know. I know. I screwed up. I didn’t...I don’t...”
I can’t even explain myself.
I can’t make up some lie that I accidentally ran into him and blurted out what I thought.
That isn’t even logical.
No, instead, I went to his place of work, and I told him what I knew.
I am so incredibly stupid.
“Get your shit,” Fury orders.
It pains me to see Fury angry, because Fury never seems angry.
“What?” I whisper.
“Go and get your shit,right now. You’re comin’ with us.”
“No,” I say quickly. “No, I can’t...”
“Get your shit, or I’ll fuckin’ drag you out of here without it,” Western warns.
He scares me when he’s like this.
“Are you going to hurt me?” I ask, my voice pitiful and afraid.
His eyes flash to mine, horror filling them. As if I haven’t done enough, I go and throw that into the mix. When will I ever learn to shut my damned mouth?
“Get. In. The. Fucking. Truck.”
His voice is like a whip, and I move without further argument. I gather my things quickly, and then I follow them out to the truck. Once we’re on the road, I stare out the window and a lone tear rolls down my cheek. I’m scared, not just for myself but for what this could mean for the club. I should have thought about my actions.
One thing is for certain...I can’t release my story now.
It would be catastrophic.