Page 31 of Dove

“You want to act like a lying slut, I’ll treat you like one.” His voice vibrated with fury.

My legs trembled as he slowly unwound the belt from his hand. I swallowed thickly as he pressed the silver buckle to my throat. He looped the end in and pulled. For a moment, we just sat through, staring at our reflections in the mirror. The belt was heavy but not restricting air flow as I waited. A beat. Two.

I wanted to tell him I didn’t mean it. That I wanted to keep going. But a war raged in my head. Between what I wanted and what the world told me was okay. Normal.

Without warning, Maddox yanked the belt tight, cutting off all my air. My eyes flew wide, and my fingers curled on the mirror. I couldn’t remove my hands to grab at the belt without falling forward and choking myself more. Black dots danced in my vision. I hated myself as I stared at Maddox and smiled.

I smiled because he was doing it. Taking away my choice. It was exactly what I wanted. To be free. To feel alive. My life was in his hands.

This is what drew me to him. I should’ve been afraid. With my own eyes, I’d seen him plunge a knife into the shoulder of one of the closest people to him. He stood over him and threatened death. Right now, he had that power over me. But I still couldn’t summon fear for him.

I had always been able to read people. To pick up on subtle cues. Maddox might be filled with rage. He might want to take it out on me, but he wouldn’t kill me. Not today. He wasn’t ready to let me go yet.

I sucked in greedy breaths as he loosened the hold. My mind becoming clearer. Wetness gushed down my thighs as I arched back into him. Begging with my body for him to touch me.

“Please.” I whimpered as my ass ground into his thick cock.

“You want to come?” I nodded my head slightly. It was all I could do to admit what I needed. His thumb brushed through my center with a gentleness that wasn’t enough. I stiffened as he traced the seam of my ass before pressing softly on my back hole. “Of course, you do because you love the pain. You’re my perfect little slut, and you’re going to come as I fucked this virgin hole.”

My nipples tightened, and my core clenched. I held onto his dirty words. Onto the new pain and pleasure, he was going to give me. Maddox pressed gently into my ass. I felt the resistance and sting of being touched in a place I’d never been touched before. It was strange. And dirty. And wrong.

And I wanted it.

I arched back for more as my eyes connected with Maddox’s in the mirror. He smiled as he leaned forward and licked the sweat that dripped down my spine, groaning at my taste. I pushed further and moaned as I felt him stretching me. But it fell silent from my lips as the move yanked the belt cutting off my oxygen. I didn’t care; all I cared about was the pleasure building in my core.

He shoved two fingers inside me as he pressed his thumb deep into my ass. The pressure was intense, full like I’d never been before. I thrust my hips back, trying to get more; the belt pulled tight, and my lungs squeezed. “That’s right my little dove. Fuck yourself on my fingers. Make yourself come as I choke you out.”

I nodded my head as I greedily thrust my hips back again. His fingers held still, pressing against that spot inside me that made my legs shake as I rode his hand. I saw black spots again as my movements pulled the belt tight over and over. My lungs squeezed, starving for air as pain bloomed along my neck. All of it throwing my body into a state of hyper sensation. Every touch felt like it was driving me higher and higher.

Yes, yes, yes.

It was a chant in my head as I climbed the peak. It was all I could think about as my mind narrowed to the space between my legs. To the places, he touched me. My movements were frantic, trying to fall over the edge before I lost consciousness.

My vision grayed as the last of the oxygen left my lungs. Just as Maddox curled his fingers, increasing the pressure as he rubbed behind my clit. Colors burst in front of my eyes as my body tightened around him. Electricity zapped through my veins, and then…

Bliss.

Before I floated away into the darkness.

His darkness.

16

Maddox

Kincaid shook her head back and forth as I lightly caressed her flushed cheeks, bringing her back to me. I undid the belt and tossed it aside as I maneuvered her, turning to bring her to my chest. I gathered her in my arms as I leaned forward, pressing her back into the mirror. Allowing the cold glass to ground her further.

“Come back to me,mia amata.”I whispered as I brought a hand to soothe her neck. She would be marked tomorrow, and I loved knowing that. Knowing it was my touch that had done it.

Kincaid was the only person I’d ever taken this far. Twice I’d made her pass out, and both times it had been the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. She always was.

The beauty was in her letting go. In giving me control. Putting her life in my hands. She was truly becoming mine tonight. Allowing me to give her the pain she refused to say she wanted.

“You’re going to miss the best part.” I whispered as I pressed a kiss to her closed eyes and then her lips.

Her lids fluttered open, focusing on my face. My chest constricted as I waited for her to say something. I might love taking her past the edge of her boundaries, but would this push her further away from me? Would she panic when she realized I’d choked her out?

My chest lightened when I saw her smile. “Hi.”

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