I had to bite back another plea.
Soon, I’d forgotten everything but River Henry and his commanding kiss. When his knee nudged my legs apart and his slick fingers began working my hole, I sucked in a breath and almost choked.
The deep rumble of his laugh vibrated through his chest into mine, and it made everything inside of me melt into a puddle of want.
River Henry owned me. And he could keep me as long as he wanted. I was his. I would do anything to feel his fat fingers teasing my hole and his rough chest hair abrading my tender nipples. To see the heat in his eyes and hear him say my name.
“Breathe,” he murmured as he moved between my legs and pressed his tip against my entrance. “Push out… that’s it… breathe… good…oh god. Fuck. Jack,fuck.”
His dick was enormous. My ass burned in the stretch, but when he finally bottomed out, I panted through it, comforted and encouraged by a constant stream of words spoken hot against my neck.
I groaned as the pain turned into hesitant pleasure, and I suddenly realized how fucking good it was going to be. With every pulse of his hips, his cockhead brushed against my gland and lit me up inside.
I arched my head back and groaned again, which seemed to rile him up.
River’s teeth grazed my neck, and I felt the bulge of his biceps behind my legs as he held them bent to the sides. When he began to move faster, in and out, I cried out and begged him to go harder, faster,more.
His own noises of pleasure filled the room, filled my stomach, filled my heart, as he made my body his. He took all of me, filling me up and making me want as much of him as he’d give me.
“River!” I screamed as I felt my climax barreling down. I didn’t want it to end, but I wanted to feel this, feel complete release in his arms and underneath him.
“That’s it. Come for me. Show me how much you want this. I’ll be right there with you, Jack. Fucking hell. Your body. I can’t…”
The release hit me full force, contracting my muscles and sending my brain flying. I was only vaguely aware of River shouting my name, his hot, damp skin against mine, the thick, delicious burn of his cock inside me, and the scent of our spunk between us.
It was the single hottest moment of my life.
EIGHT
RIVER
I wanted to laugh. I wanted to sing. I wanted to shout my incredulity from the rooftops.
Jack Wilde lay a sweaty heap underneath me. His stomach was coated in jizz, and he had a goofy grin on his face. It shouldn’t have been life-changing… but I knew it was. The single night that would change the course of my life forever.
I was going to fall in love with this man.
I knew it the way I’d known I was gay the summer I turned fourteen and saw a Nike ad on television. I knew it the way I’d known that I was meant to study biology. It was simply one of the truths of my life.
“Why are you staring at me like that?” Jack asked, suddenly looking self-conscious.
“I want more than this,” I blurted with no finesse whatsoever.
His eyes flashed with pain and disappointment. He tried to roll away from me as my words hit my ears, and I realized how they’d sounded.
“Stop,” I said. “I mean, wait. Stop. Please listen.”
I could see Jack turtling up. He was going into insecure self-preservation mode, the same kind of emotion that had undoubtedly caused his panic attack earlier.
I brushed the sweaty hair back from his face. “Jack… I want morewith you. I want you. But I want… I want more than one night. I want this to be the beginning of something.”
The change that came over his face was breathtaking. “Really?”
I leaned in and pressed a kiss to the edge of his mouth before moving it to his cheek, his eyelid, his temple, and his forehead. “I’ve wanted you for a long time. I never knew you’d be interested in me too. And I…”
For some reason, my brain chose this moment to remind me of all the obstacles. I was moving back east. He was a Texas boy through and through. He—
Jack grabbed my face and forced me to meet his eyes. “Now you listen,” he said. “I want that too. So whatever just made your face fall… you need to tell me right now. If you’ve changed your mind that fast, I need to know.”