“Yes, they are,” I answer.
“So, like I said, why are you here?” she asks again. She puts the pizza down and leans her head on the side of the counter.
“Are you okay?” I ask.
“I’m tired.” Her eyes start to close, and she jolts as she starts to fall asleep sitting up. Shit! How high is she? I go back and shut the door, not one of them moving as I do. I pull a blanket from the couch, one that isn’t covering her friend and place it over her mother before I bend down and reach for Oriana, picking up her light frame. Her arms go around my neck as I cradle her to me and I take her to her room. Clothes are everywhere, and her bed is a mess. Walking her over to it, I place her down then move her clothes out of the way.
“Jake,” she mumbles sleepily.
“Hmm…” I lean down, brushing her red hair from her face.
“I hate that I like you.” I smile at her words as she scoots over and opens her arms, her eyelids lifting just a little. “Cuddle me.”
“I don’t cuddle,” I warn her.
“You do now. Now, cuddle me,” she demands.
I kick off my shoes and climb into bed with her, then she flings a leg over me as she places her head on my chest.
“If I wasn’t so drunk and high right now, we could totally do the nasty.”
I brush her hair down with a laugh. “We can tomorrow,” I tell her.
“Good. I like the nasty with you…” She pauses, nuzzling into me. “Do you like it with me?”
“Yes, every second of it.” I don’t know if she hears me because a soft snore leaves her mouth. Her grip loosens as she falls deeper into sleep.
I go to move, but she somehow knows and holds me tighter.
I don’t sleep in the same room with anyone.
It’s better that way.
Always has been.
So why do I not fight it when my eyes close?
Because I know I should.
Yet…