Page 64 of Cease and Desist

Her fingertips trailed down his chest and then she started to undo his jeans. Before she could unfasten, he moved away from her and ran his gaze over her smooth skin noticing a star-shaped mole on her rib cage for the first time. She was beautiful standing there in the underwear he bought her. He dipped his head and circled one of her nipples with his tongue. He kept his hands on her ass and squeezed. She moaned as he sank his teeth gently into her skin.

“Hawk, that feels so fucking good.”

She was struggling with his belt buckle, but he brushed them off again. He grabbed both her wrists and held them in one hand above her head. He claimed her mouth again, their tongues tangling, the throbbing in his cock growing more insistent. He kissed her from neck to nipples, the hard buds just waiting for his tongue. When he nipped the other one with his teeth, she sucked in her breath. She tried to squirm out of his grasp, but he held her fast. “If you keep trying to get your hands free, I’ll stop what I’m doing,” he whispered against her flesh.

She groaned. “But that’s so unfair. I want to touch you.”

He turned her around to face the door, but kept her hands pinned. He kissed her neck as he rubbed his hard-on against her lush ass.

“Hawk,” she whispered, her breath ragged now.

He reached around and rubbed her folds through the fabric of her thong.

“Yes,” she moaned. Her hips bucked, pushing back hard against his aching dick.

He moved aside the fabric of her thong and found her clit. She was so wet. With a finger, he rubbed her clit faster and faster until her hips were rocking hard. Then he drove his fingers inside of her and she called out his name as she came.

He turned her back around and let go of her hands. She reached for him, but he stepped back. “It’s better if we don’t. I…need to keep a clear head, and when I’m around you like this…it’s…difficult.” That was all he was willing to admit. Remy was beautiful all flushed from her orgasm, and she was his. Only his.

“Hawk. Tomorrow when it counts, I know you’ll be clearheaded. Tonight, I need you with me.”

He ground his teeth. His desire for her was so great he felt it in the very marrow of his bones, but his head—his head was screaming at him to stop. Be responsible.

She pushed her thong down over her hips, “I need this. I need you. My life is so messed up right now. I just want peace that only you can give me. You make me… feel. I’ve been numb for a long time and somehow with you, I feel alive again. And safe. Please Hawk.”

She had him at “I need you.” He kissed her, a deep and sexy kiss, putting his whole body against hers, trapping her bare ass against the door. The feel of her skin against his sparked an insane throbbing inside him. He had a hard time keeping himself in check. When he touched her hot center, her hips bucked again. He kissed her neck while he brushed her clit with his finger. Then he picked her up and brought her over to the bed.

“Hawk,” she said he laid down on top of her, “take off your jeans.”

“Not yet,” he said as he worked his way down her body, dropping butterfly kisses here and nipping her there. He finally hovered above the apex of her legs. He blew on her hot center, and she sunk her fingers into his hair and squeezed her thighs against his ears. He leaned forward and licked her. She tasted so sweet. He swirled his tongue around her clit, and she cursed breathlessly.

He lifted her ass and held her in place as he sucked and licked her, driving her higher and higher with his lips, teeth, and tongue. Then he slowly eased one finger inside her tight sheath. He was hard as granite, his erection pressing painfully against his zipper with an intense need to be in her, instead of just his fingers. She arched to meet him. He added another finger while he sucked her clit. She flexed her hands on his scalp and lifted her hips to meet his fingers and mouth. As he increased his rhythm, she rocked with him. The way she was losing control was so fucking hot. He swirled his tongue and kept her right on the edge until he nipped her clit with his teeth.

She called out, “Hawk!” as she came hard, his head clamped between her legs. Then after her breathing settled, she said, “Jesus, you’re trying to kill me.”

He grinned. He loved that she enjoyed sex as much as he did, and it drove him wild that she called his name when she came. It was as if something primal inside him came alive. She was his now and only his. For as long as she wanted to be. And then some.

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“It’s my turn,” Remy said. She needed to touch him. To tastehim.She undid his belt buckle and slid his jeans down over his hips. He helped her, and she dropped his clothing on the floor.

She lay down on top of him and kissed him, letting her flesh sink into his. This was what she needed. The feel of Hawk against her. The knowledge that he wanted her. That she was safe in his arms and nothing bad was going to happen. At least, not at this moment.

She kissed his neck and ran her hands down over his chest. She used her teeth on his nipple, and he swore. He grabbed her ass, but she wiggled him off.

“Remy.” His growl sent shivers across her skin. His body was something to behold. Chiseled and steely, as if carved in stone. Not an ounce of fat anywhere, which might have been damned annoying if he wasn’t so fucking hot. She went back to his nipples and then headed lower.

He swore in response, and she moved farther down his body until her mouth hovered over his cock. She touched the tip with her tongue, reveling in the salty taste, and then made small circles on the crown, first one way, then the other. Slowly, she drew more and more of him into her mouth, sucking and twisting her tongue.

“Honey,” he said, his tone spreading heat in her girlie bits. She wanted him inside of her, but first she wanted him to yellhername. His hips started to move, and she matched the rhythm with her tongue.

“You’re killing me. I want to come inside you. I won’t make it if you keep that up.”

She stopped and smiled, catching his gaze and holding it. “No, you won’t. That would be disappointing, and you won’t disappoint me. I know you won’t.” And she did. She knew it as fundamentally as she knew the sun would rise in the east. Hawk would never purposely disappoint her. Or hurt her. Or do anything that he didn’t think was in her best interest. Another bit of knowledge settled in the pit of her stomach. What hethoughtwas in her best interest was not the same as actuallybeingin her best interest. Hadn’t she learned that from her family? She pushed that thought aside as she returned her focus to Hawk.

“Fuck, Remy,” he said through gritted teeth. “It feels so good.”

It made her soul sing that he wanted her that badly. Just her. Almost as much as she wanted him. She was wet and ready. She moved back up to cover his body with hers and kissed him fiercely with all the passion and intention she felt. Then she started to lower herself on top of him, but he flipped her over and suddenly she was beneath him.

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