Did he just want to see if I’d agree to his plan and that was enough of a win for him?
I shook my head and let out an exasperated sigh just as Ann knocked on my door again.
“Special delivery.”
“Yeah?” I stood from the chaise and tried to make myself look less rattled than I felt.
Ann brought in an orchid plant, larger than the top half of her. In fact, I think it had to be several orchids together.
“Should I put them on your desk?” she asked, spitting out a pink stalk from her mouth.
“That would be perfect.” I eyed the arrangement and shook my head as I pulled out a card.
“I never thought I’d see the day,” she said, chuckling.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
Ann’s brows raised, and she leaned toward me. “Was it supposed to be a secret?”
“Was what supposed to be a secret?”
“That you hate men,” she whispered.
“I don’t hate men.”
Surprise washed over her features as she backed up. “You don’t?”
I frowned and nodded. “No.”
“Are you sure?”
I laughed and smiled, taking in the beautiful arrangement but refusing to open the card while Ann stood in my office.
“I’m positive. They’re necessary for the survival of the planet,” I teased.
“Well... that’s debatable.” She winked at me and looked at the card in my hand. “I’m going to head out and meet my husband for drinks. Do you need anything else before I leave?”
“No. Go have fun with your man.” I smiled as she grinned and shut the door after her.
I yanked out the card, excited to see what Shep had to say for himself since the silent treatment.
I hope these get there before I do. Surprise! I’m bringing my favorite Greek takeout to eat with you while you work tonight.
My heart swelled up twice the size it should as I tucked the card back into the envelope and let out a happy sigh. He knew I had to work late most nights, and instead of making me give up my own dreams, he was willing to work with them when he could.
Wow.
Just wow.
I sniffed the fresh smell of the orchids and closed my eyes, willing away all the bad thoughts from earlier when I was with my client.
I couldn’t keep painting all relationships with the same brush. Some did work out.
Then why did I have a gnawing feeling chipping away at me with every passing second?
I glanced around my office and the stacks of paper I needed to review before tomorrow morning, not to mention getting the ball rolling for Leslie from this afternoon.
Never mind always worrying that I’m going to wind up with a broken heart after I date someone. How would I ever be able to carve time out for a relationship?