I flicked my gaze to Shep and saw him staring at the table next to us.
Figured.
It was a group of three women.
I brought my gaze back to Cliff’s.
“So, you’re a physician?” I remembered Shep telling me he was a doctor all those weeks ago.
“Trauma surgeon.” He nodded, taking a sip of wine as the server brought me another martini.
I took the last two sips of the first one so the server could take it away.
“Wow. That is incredible.” My head spun a little from the alcohol.
“The martini or being a surgeon?”
I laughed, feeling like the room was spinning, as I brought my eyes back to Cliff. “That you’re a surgeon. A trauma surgeon. Wow. That has got to keep the adrenaline flowing, right? Phew.”
He frowned at me. “Yeah. I suppose it does.”
Our appetizers came, and I snuck another look at Shep’s table. He was downing a shot.
How could he not even notice I was here?
“So, you must keep really long hours?” I asked, taking a sip from my new martini before eating a fried artichoke leaf.
“They aren’t the most conducive for dating.” He nodded. “But I can’t imagine being a divorce lawyer is exactly forgiving when it comes to billing.”
I pretended to shoot him with my index finger, which made him jump back a little. “Right you are. My evenings are pretty much eaten up by work, and I might get a few free hours on the weekend.”
Cliff smiled. “Sounds like we might be a match made in heaven.”
“You think?” I laughed again, but this time I wasn’t sure why.
I noticed Shep look in my direction, and for a brief second, I wondered if he had seen me.
My body stiffened, and I took another sip of my martini. Heat drifted through me from the mix of alcohol and overall bad decisions as I swallowed my pride and stared at Cliff.
“We’ve both established that we’re workaholics,” Cliff said, smiling. “But what do you like to do in your off-hours?”
I thought about it for a second and smiled. “Well, I love playing Jingle Berry Balls. In fact, it’s kind of my addiction.”
Cliff looked at me like I had three heads. “I have no idea what that is.”
I smacked the table so hard Cliff looked like he almost had a heart attack. “Oh. Sorry. It’s only the best pay-to-play game in existence. They have monthly expansions. In fact, I got to see what’s ahead before everyone else.”
Cliff didn’t look the least bit impressed. “Oh, wow.”
“It’s awesome. A real stress reliever.” I eyed him and nodded before taking another sip. I was past tipsy, but I didn’t care. “And when I’m not playing mobile device games, I’d say I love to read. I love eating.” I twisted my lips into a speculative pout, realizing Shep and I had never played this game. We never needed to do this dance. We just existed. We just were right.
God, I missed Shep.
I pushed down the crazy, drunk feelings and brought my attention back to Cliff.
Cliff was responsible. Serious. A physician. Stable.
God, was he stable...