Page 12 of Tempted By The Queen

Fuck that… hurt. I didn’t expect her words to hit me that hard but fuck did they ever. I flick my eyes between hers, searching for what? I have no fucking idea. I guess the part of me that is willing to bend my own rules and throw them out the window is trying to spot if she is lying. No, fuck that, I know she is lying. There is no way she was faking her reaction to me today. I could see the raw unfiltered need in her eyes. I leap from her as if she burnt me. Her shocked eyes scan me up and down, waiting to see what I will do next, but the truth is, I don’t know what I am doing. When it comes to her, I have no fucking idea what I am meant to be doing or what I am going to do. She is a fucking mind fuck! She scrambles from the bed closing the space I put between us and then begins to wail on my chest, punching and slapping me. I stand here stunned for a minute wondering what the fuck is going on.

“Hit me. Don’t be a pussy, fucking do something.” Sobs tear from her. Her tiny frame begins to quake with tremors as she cries. Her hits become sluggish and that snaps me out of it. I smack her hands out of the way, then wrap my arms around her and crush her against my chest. She fights me with all she has but I won’t budge. A few seconds pass before her tiny arms wrap around me and she fucking breaks out into gut wrenching sobs that have me slamming my eyes closed to try control my own emotions from breaking free. We stand like this for so long, me just holding her while she breaks down in my arms, then I carefully lift her into my arms as she wraps around me like a monkey and I move us toward the bed. I maneuver us until my back rests against the headboard with her straddling me and resting her head in the crook of my neck. Time seems to still as we stay in this position for so long that I begin to get cramps in my arms from holding her against me so tightly. She’s not crying anymore and the fact she has been laying against me for so long silently has me nervous. I know she isn’t asleep as she will sigh or shift and for the past few minutes she has been shifting around. I am trying everything I can to will my cock to remain flaccid and not get hard, easier said than done.

“I didn’t mean it, I shouldn’t have said those horrid things I did.” I place a kiss to the top of her head and tighten my hold on her.

“I know, Gucci––”

“You don’t though. I’m a job to you, someone you can use to take down my brother. I’m not stupid, Vincent. I know you want to watch my family burn to the ground because you think they wronged you, but I can’t allow that to happen no matter how I feel.”

“And how exactly do you feel?”

“I think I made my feelings pretty obvious today.” I fight the smug smile that wants to break free.

“Then why did you freak out?”

“You gonna put this in your file if I tell you?”

“No.” The thought never crossed my mind and even if it did, I could never betray her or hurt her like that. I know that what she is about to say is going to rock the foundation which I view her on.

Carlina

I am putting blind trust into Vincent here but I need to tell someone. I’m suffocating and slowly losing my soul to the devil. Tony Murdoch corrupted me and used me for his own sick gain. He never cared about how he hurt me or how it made me feel each time he would come into my room. In the short amount of time I have been with Vin, I feel like he could understand me, almost like he has been through the same thing as I have. He doesn’t look at me with pity or disgust. He doesn’t touch my body like it repulses him, but like I am delicate and everything. He has no idea how his touch has me healing and now I see myself in a different light.

“Tony, my own father, used me like a toy. Well not my mind, just my body.” I feel Vin tense beneath me but I know if I stop now, I won’t be able to ever tell him again. He needs to know why I freaked out today. I want him to know. “I was five when it first started. He said we were having daddy daughter time because I needed to know I was so special to him. I loved that idea as he always spent so much time with my brothers and never any with me. I was so stupid. Bishop and King were off doing as they were told to prove they could be worthy. I was stuck at home playing mommy to the twins, that’s why the three of us are so close.”

“He used the twins against you, didn’t he?” His voice is rough and laced with anger.

“Not at first. When I was younger, he didn’t have to do anything. He could just overpower me and threaten to hurt me to keep me quiet. He used the twins against me when he started doing the same thing to my friend that he was to me. I couldn’t allow my brothers to suffer through what I went through every night. Anytime I would try to resist him or object to him videoing me or… what he did to me, he would threaten to bring Rook in and make him watch.” The thought of my brothers seeing what happened to me makes my stomach roll and bile threatening to spill out of me. “Tony broke a part of me I will never be able to repair. He stole my innocence and robbed me of a childhood, used my love for my brothers against me and it nearly killed me! It was the best day of my fucking life, the day he died. It was the first time I actually felt free and happy.”

“Today in the water––”

“I got triggered and it caused me to freak out. I haven’t… I’ve never been with anyone by choice.”

“You’re still a virgin?” I snort, was he not listening to what the fuck I just said?

“I just told you––”

“Fuck that!” The anger that laces his tone has me clamping my mouth closed. “That doesn’t count. A woman’s virginity is a gift. You did not give it willingly, so it doesn’t fucking count. Do you hear me, Gucci?” I push back from him and rest my hands against his chest as I stare into his eyes. I can tell from the hardened look on his face he means what he says.

“You really mean that, don’t you?” I whisper in shock, out of everything I said he hasn’t shoved me off him. He doesn’t look disgusted by me and the lustful look that is always in his eyes when he looks at me is still there. He leans forward and cups my face between his hands, stroking his thumbs against my cheeks.

“Carlina, what happened to you wasn’t your fault. Mothers and fathers are supposed to protect their children, not destroy them. I am so sorry I wasn’t there to watch your brother put a bullet between his fucking eyes.” My mouth drops open in shock, a small chuckle escapes him before he continues. “I know everything, Gucci. I also know there is a Russian girl tailing your brother’s girl right now. Prove to me you are good girl and can listen and I might even let you send them a warning.” I’m stunned by his answer and unsure what the hell I am supposed to say to that? He leans in until our foreheads are touching. His eyes bore into mine and the look of need and longing in his gaze robs my lungs of air. “You are no victim, Gucci. You are a fucking survivor. What happened in your past does not define who you are. You can choose to let it consume you or fight for your right to live and say I survived that shit and I’m stronger than ever.”

His words have tears clouding my vision and a lump forming in my throat. Never did I ever think someone would come along and understand how I have felt or even take the time to help me process my nightmare. Without thinking, I smash my lips against his and pour all of my gratitude and want into this kiss. I need him to help me forget and replace Tony’s unwanted touch with his needed touch. I want him––no need him to make sex something other than torture and painful memories for me. He is the first man to know exactly who I am and not give a shit about it. He can lie and say that he will kill me but I can see it in his eyes every time he looks at me, he would never hurt me. I deepen the kiss and run my fingers through his hair, then tug on the strands. He moans into my mouth. I grind down onto his growing erection and relish in the hiss that escapes him. When he grips my hips and slams me down onto his now hard cock I gasp into his mouth.

Vin grips the ends of my shirt and pulls it up. I break our kiss to help him rid me of my shirt. Before I can reclaim his lips, he ducks his head and latches onto my nipple electing a strangled moan from me. He swirls his tongue around my nipple whilst using his other hand to twirl my left nipple between his fingers. I throw my head back and moan as I grind down against his cock. He releases my nipple with a pop and grips the back of my neck and pulls my face down until his mouth is on mine. I continue to grind against his cock and love the moans that tumble from him. It’s an exhilarating feeling knowing that I am the one bringing this big man this amount of pleasure. I run my hands down his naked chest and practically purr when he shudders beneath my touch. He breaks the kiss, both of us are panting and trying to catch our breath.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” It’s not the question, it’s the fact that he was thoughtful enough to be concerned about me enough to not think with his cock, that has me nodding my head. He lifts me and rolls us so I am beneath him, leans back and rests on his haunches gazing down at me. It may sound shallow but I’m proud of my body. All the years of cheering has made sure my body is in tip top shape. “Fuck, you are beautiful.” I feel the blush creep all the way from my chest to my neck, and finally my face. “Last chance, Gucci. I need to be inside you now.”

“You kidnapped me, held me against my will and threatened to kill me more times than I can count and yet now, you give me the option to have a say?” I meant it as a joke but he frowns and I see his eyes flick from mine. I know he is battling within himself so I reach down and begin to push my sleep shorts down. It takes half a second before he takes over and rips them from my body. His eyes spark with lust as he peers down at my naked pussy. He darts his tongue out to moisten his lips, the intensity of his gaze has me squirming beneath him and an ache forming at my core.

“Just one taste.” His words aren’t meant for me. He moves off the bed kneeling down beside it, grips my ankles and yanks me down. I push up on my elbows ready to ask what he is doing but the words die in my mouth when he buries his face between my legs and eats my soaking wet pussy. The feeling of his tongue swiping through my folds and the groan that tumbles from his sinful mouth has me moaning. This is a first for me, I’ve never been eaten out before. He flicks his eyes to me and by God if this isn’t the sexiest moment of my life. His tongue pushes inside my tight, wet hole while he keeps his needy gaze on me the whole time. Fuck, just the way he is looking at me like I am his last meal has me hot and needy for him.

Vincent

She bucks against my face and her cries grow louder, while a sheen of sweat coats her body telling me she is close to coming all over my face. I slip a finger inside her wet cunt and growl my approval. She is fucking soaking wet and so ready for me to slip my aching cock inside her. I flatten my tongue against her clit as I pump my finger in and out of her at a brutal pace. She screams my name as she shatters beneath me, her body trembling as I place kisses to her inner thighs, letting her come down slowly. I slowly pull my finger out and rise to my feet. Her hazy eyes track my movements. I make sure to hold her gaze as I bring my finger to my mouth and suck it clean. Her mouth opens slightly, pupils dilating with lust. The taste of her on my tongue has my cock aching in my shorts, begging for me to bury myself balls deep inside her pussy.

I push my shorts and boxers down. My cock springs free and smacks against my stomach. I grip the base of my cock in my hand and pump it. A heady moan escapes her as she sits up on the bed and scoots forward so her face is level with my cock. Her gaze flicks to mine as she reaches out, smacks my hand away, then replaces it with her dainty little one. A hiss escapes me. Having her hands on my cock has a shudder rolling through me. She pulls her gaze from mine to stare at my cock as she pumps it a few times causing me to stiffen and fight the urge to come all over her face like a fucking teen boy.

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