“I’m on top. I’m in control.” Her stern voice tells me she needs this. I nod my head like an idiot and follow her out of the shower like a puppy. She stands beside the bed with water droplets cascading down her body, my mouth waters begging me to taste her. “Lay down—” I cut off her demand when I grip her face and smash my lips against hers, the taste of her on my tongue has me moaning. I don’t deepen the kiss, I pull back and rest my forehead against hers.

“I want this. I want you more than anything, baby, but I won’t be a business transaction. I’ll give you whatever you need but the moment you go somewhere else in that pretty little mind of yours, we stop.” Her eyes mist with tears.

“H-how did you know?” She has no idea that I have been watching her since the moment she came back. I even wait till she’s asleep and sneak in here just to stare at her. I see her disappear inside her own mind and it kills me that I can’t go with her. I want to protect her but I can’t do that. I wish I could crawl inside her mind and hold her hand through it all but she needs to do this on her own. I won’t have my strong, independent college girl rely on me when she can do this on her own. The monster inside me wants her to need me and rely on me, but the rational side of my brain knows that if I did that I would lose the Allison I know and love.

“I see it. When you think no one is looking, you disappear inside that pretty little head of yours. If you want me to be your escape and keep you grounded, I can do that but you need to be present, with me.” Tears spill down her cheeks. I lean down and lick them, then run my tongue along the column of her neck and relish in the shudder that rolls through her. “I want to taste these tits, baby,” I breath out as I cup them. She shudders against me as I run the pad of my thumb over her pebbled nipple.

“I’m scared,” she whispers. I choose to ignore that comment as I bend down and capture her nipple. She cries out and thrusts her tit further into my mouth. I slowly trace my hands around her waist, giving her time to pull back if she needs to. She thinks she needs to be in control of this but she won’t admit it to herself that she likes it when I take charge and fuck her how I want. She has been through hell and thinks it makes her weak if she bends to my will, but this woman is anything but meek and weak. She is a fucking force. I tighten my hold on her and pull her against me. She runs her fingers through my hair and tugs on the strands when I bite down on her nipple. “Fuck, King,” she moans.

I release her nipple and switch to other side paying it the same amount of attention. My cock is leaking pre cum and is so fucking hard it actually pains me. I release her nipple and pepper kisses down her stomach as I drop to my knees in front of her. Her blue eyes are wide and filled with lust. I grip her thigh and throw it over my shoulder before gripping her ass in both my hands and pulling her pussy against my face. I inhale her intoxicating scent and groan, fuck her pussy smells good and I know it tastes even better. She’s quivering in my hold as I dart my tongue out and swipe it up her slit. She screams out in pleasure, so I continue to lick up and down her slit, always missing her clit. It’s driving her wild and I fucking love it. She grips my hair and tries to pull my head where she wants it but I one up her. I bury my tongue inside her tight wet cunt and relish in her scream.

“Oh my God. Tongue fuck my dirty pussy, King. Make me come all over your fucking face!” Her dirty talk has me stunned for a moment, she really has changed and fuck me if it doesn’t turn me the fuck on. I do as she says and continue to fuck her with my tongue. She rides my face like a cowgirl. “It’s not enough, finger fuck me and suck my clit so I come all over your fucking face… Now!”

Chapter25

Allison

As soon as he pushes two fingers inside my greedy cunt and sucks my clit into his mouth, I know I won’t last long. I want to draw this out and bask in the moment of not being able to think and only feel but he’s fucking me too good with his mouth and I want his cock buried so deep inside me that I won’t know where he begins and I end. I feel my orgasm cresting. I tug on his hair and ride his fingers faster, I need this orgasm more than I need my next breath. I need him to make sex a beautiful and good thing for me again, not something dirty and tainted.

“Oh God, just like that, baby. Make me come and then fuck me,” I moan out. Not a second later I come so fucking hard black spots dance in the corners of my eyes and my knees give out but King tightens his hold on me. He slowly stands to his feet. I expect him to kiss me but instead he holds his two fingers out and tells me,

“Suck your cum off them and tell me how good your cunt tastes.” My pussy clenches at his words. I open my mouth and moan at the taste when he inserts his fingers. I swirl my tongue around his digits and love the way his pupils widen. “Get on the bed and open your legs so I can seemypussy.” He yanks his fingers out and I do as he says, climbing on the bed and rolling onto my back. I try to keep the dark thoughts from my mind but when he nestles between my legs fear begins to take over and I start to get short of breath. “Fuck,” he snaps before leaning down and kissing me. For a moment I lay here frozen with fear, until he cups my face and pulls back. We’re nose to nose just gazing into each other’s eyes. “Stay with me, baby. Let me make love to you and show you without words how much I love you.” Tears leak from the corners of my eyes as I nod. He leans back and slowly lines his angry red cock up with my entrance. He keeps his eyes on me as he slowly pushes forward, a moan slipping out of me at the feeling of having him inside me. I’m grateful that I have had an IUD for a couple years now—if I didn’t have it, I would hate to think of what might have happened whilst I was being held.

“Just do it,” I grit out. King smirks and obeys my command. He slams inside me and we both cry out in pleasure.

“Baby, I need to fuck you fast. I won’t last long but I promise I’ll make it up to you.”

“Fuck me, make me come on your cock and then you can fuck me all night long.” My words have his eyes glazing over. He lifts my legs and places them over his shoulders, leans forward and rests his hands either side of me. I’m folded up like a staple. He thrusts inside me and holy fuck, it is the perfect angle. He is relentless in how fast and hard he fucks me. I scream out in pleasure, my orgasm is cresting again and I know it is going to knock the air from my lungs. “King, don’t fucking stop, I’m about to come,” I shout.

“Come with me, baby. I’m right there. Come all over my fucking cock!” A moment later we both come screaming the other’s name. I feel his hot jets of cum deep inside me and the feeling of having him so deep inside my body has me clenching his cock. He moans at the feeling, then I shove him back. He jumps off me and scurries off the bed in fright. I follow after him, his shocked and worried gaze still on me as I drop to my knees in front of him and suck his cock. “Oh fuck, Ally, baby.” I moan at the taste of him and suck his cock clean. Once I have licked every drop, I release his cock and sit back on my haunches staring up at him. I wipe my thumb across my lips and suck the cum off it moaning.

“I love the taste of my cum mixed with yours. Let’s get cleaned up and see our daughter, then I need you to fuck me until I pass out,” I say as I climb to my feet. His eyes are wide and his jaw slightly ajar. I smile and head into the bathroom to clean up.

* * *

FOUR WEEKS….

King and I have been sharing his–our–room, as he insists I call it, for the past month. I still see Opal three times a week. Between her, training with Gage and King helping me overcome my fears of sex, I feel like… I’m okay. Some days are harder than others. If one of the guys brush past me from behind I still jump or scream. None of them make a big deal out of it or even comment. They used to say sorry all the time but I asked them to stop. I told them all over dinner one night that I just want to be treated normal and not like a broken doll. That night King fucked me so good and hard because he said he was proud of me. I spend my mornings with Mela and then head to the gym to train. Kiara and the twins have gone back to school. Bishop has laid down the law and told them they have to clear out their dorms and be back by the end of the week. He doesn’t want them away whilst a war is going on between all the families. Tony, Kiara’s father, is supposed to be flying in this week.

“Keep your guard up and make sure to stay out of your head!” Gage pins me with a disapproving glare. I smile sheepishly and do as he asks. I don’t know why he changed our time to evening today, we never train this late and I hate that I’m missing putting Mela to bed. “Go with the left, right combo and then switch it up with a shin kick.” I follow his instructions. He smiles proudly down at me when I execute his order. He drops the pads from his hands and claps me on the shoulder. I don’t know what it is about Gage but for some reason I don’t fear his touch. It’s almost like he knows what I am going through and is aware of how to handle me. “You did good. Take the weekend off and I’ll see you Monday.” I furrow my brow in confusion and watch as he jumps over the ropes and makes his way toward the locker rooms.

“Gage!” I shout, he doesn’t stop or turn around. I squeal in fright when I hear someone jump into the ring behind me, spin around and come to stop. My eyes widen in surprise, King stands there in a pair of black shorts and nothing else. His hands are taped like he is ready to fight. “What are you doing?” He smiles. God he looks so good when he smiles like that.

“I told you, when you were ready, I would let you fight and from what I hear from Gage, you are.” My brows raise as I stare at him like he has lost his fucking mind.

“I’m not fightingyou!” I admonish. He shrugs his shoulders and begins to jump around the ring, cracking his neck side to side.

“You once said you hated me—”

“I didn’t mean it!” He ignores me and carries on.

“I saw the look in your eyes, baby. You meant it at the time and I know you wanted to inflict as much pain on me as you could. Now is your chance.” He holds his arms out wide as I shake my head vigorously.

“King, no. I won’t fight you—”

“You can and you will.” The determination in his voice pisses me off.

“Why the fuck would you want me to hurt you?”