That's when I shove Ben's massive cock into my mouth as far as I can until it hits the back of my throat.
And then I gag...and pull back.
And all the dreams about me being bold and sexy doing a blow job evaporate in a second.
"I'm sorry," I say, scolding myself for being so reckless. Why did I decide that I could do this? I needed to keep it slow and not...
"Are you kidding me?" Ben interrupts my thoughts. "That was fucking amazing!"
I exhale with relief and a smile.
And I continue. This time slower but a little more confident.
I can do this. Especially when I like it.
I always thought giving a blow job would be shameful and gross, but that is not true, at least not when you do it with the right person.
I suck and lick and suck again, shoving his dick into my throat and swiping my hand up and down, up and down, faster and faster, until I can feel his salty pre-cum on my lips.
"You taste so good," I tease him as I pull out, looking up at his face.
He's barely able to stand; his whole body is tensed, and he’s holding on to the wall for support.
"I'm so close; I’m going to come any second now," he says, clenching his teeth in despair and desire.
I know he wants to get his release as soon as possible, but it only encourages me to tease him longer.
"Not until I let you," I say and lower my mouth again, shoving his dick as far into my throat as I can. This time, I'm not gagging, sucking it hard and pulling away, making popping noises with my mouth each time I pull his cock out, then shoving it in again.
"Fuck, I'm coming, you should..." he tries to say but does not finish.
I knew what he was going to say. He tried to warn me that he was going to come so I could pull away. But I didn't want to do that, and when the ropes and ropes of cum hit my throat, I am ready, swallowing them and licking them to the very last drop.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
MIA
Six days later
"Let's go. I'll make you some breakfast; I'm sure you're tired," Ben tells me as he places a kiss on my shoulder, lying next to me naked.
This morning he woke me up by eating me out. He started licking my pussy while I was still asleep, and when I woke up, I was already climaxing. And trust me, the orgasms you receive during sleep are even more intense.
"It's Sunday; you have the day off," I remind him, even though I barely remember what day it is myself since we've barely left the room this week.
It's been six days, actually, since I started sleeping in Ben's arms, receiving multiple orgasms nearly every hour.
But I am still a virgin. He said it wasn’t time yet, and his patience is really pissing me off.
“I want your first time to be special,” he’s told me a million times.
Sometimes I want to grab this guy andmake himhave sex with me. I just don't know how.
"I'm going to make you breakfast," he says, interrupting my thoughts.
I laugh. "Do you even know how to turn on the stove?"
He starts tickling me in response.