"Just to help you get cleaner." She winks at me.
I'm a lucky fucking bastard.
I rush to the bed, grab Mia, and carry her to the bathroom.
CHAPTER TWELVE
MIA
I can't believe I'm doing this: kneeling in the middle of the bathroom, completely naked in front of the most gorgeous man on earth.
Scratch that. Ben is the handsomest man in the whole universe.
I have already removed his T-shirt, exposing his gorgeous abs and the deep V leaning straight to his boxers. And now I grab the elastic of his briefs and take a deep breath before pulling them off.
"Scared?" He smiles. "You know you don't have to do that, right? It's not a competition."
He’s said this a hundred times in the three minutes since we came into the bathroom.
Are you sure?
You don't have to do this...
It's not like I'm waiting for something in return...
I know he’s not expecting something in return! But that makes me want to do it even more.
"Are you a teacher or what?" I ask huskily, smiling up at him. "How can you teach me to do a blow job if you don't even let me try?"
He chuckles. "I can see you're a quick learner, just like you've always been."
That's true: Learning always came easy to me. I'm one of those students who can read the material once and remember it in detail.
But when I finally take off his boxers, I realize I wasn't ready to seethis.
I gasp as I look at Ben's long, thick cock springing free from his boxer briefs. For some reason, I expected it to be big. Ben is very confident, and I suspected that it was because he has a big...ego. But I didn't expect his dick to be the size of the Empire State Building.
In my dreams, I imagined myself taking his whole cock into my mouth and sucking so professionally that he would come with a loud cry and declare that it's the best sex he ever had.
In reality...well, everything is not so bright. His cock is so big that I can’t even imagining shoving half of it into my mouth, much less all of it.
"Just breathe, okay?" he encourages me, taking his shaft with his hand. "It doesn't bite, and you don't have to try to swallow it whole."
He winks at me when I look at him, and I relax a little.
I can't believe I'm completely naked in front of my former ex-friend and now...lover? And what’s more, I can't believe how easily our conversation flows while we're doing it.
"Get your hands off him; he's mine," I say and push Ben's hand away. He laughs but obeys.
I grab his cock and wrap my fingers around it. I swipe my hand up and down its length, and Ben groans. I smile at how good it feels to be in charge of his pleasure.
I open my mouth and stick out my tongue, touching the tip of his shaft just a little, making him groan even louder.
Ben's moans encourage me to continue, so I start licking and sucking him like ice cream, making circles around his cock and teasing him with my lips.
He gently places his hand on my head, taking me by the hair. It doesn't scare me. Just the opposite: It makes me feel like I'm in one of those dirty romance novels where all the girls are bold and decisive when they do a blow job.
I feel the same way right now. I feel strong and capable.