My mind on Calum, on his smile, his hand holding on to mine, his eyes dark and intense as he watched me drive away in the cab.
 
 Fuck it. I make the call.
 
 Calum’s face is sleepy as he answers. “Billie? Everything okay?”
 
 “Sorry to wake you,” I apologize.
 
 “What’s wrong?”
 
 I’m almost too shy to say it. I almost lie and tell him I couldn’t sleep. “I need to come,” I blurt the words out before I can change my mind.
 
 “Oh,” he says, then his eyes go wide. “Oh!”
 
 “Yes. Will you stroke yourself? Will you let me see you? I need to see you.” IknowI sound desperate, half-crazed with desire and frustration, but I can’t seem to help myself.
 
 He’s quiet for a moment, and I think, for a moment, he might say no. He might even turn me down.
 
 But he doesn’t.
 
 Calum shuffles around for a second, then holds out the phone. I can see his hand is on his cock. His big, long, beautiful cock.
 
 “I wish I could put that in my mouth,” I tell him.
 
 “I wish you could, too.” He’s stroking his fist up and down the stiff length.
 
 “It felt good, when I did that for you?”
 
 “So good,” he moans.
 
 “And when you put your mouth on me?”
 
 “I loved the taste of you,” he says on a heavy breath. “I loved it. I loved being in control like that. Loved losing control.”
 
 “Me too. I’m touching myself, Cal. Do you want to see?”
 
 “Fuck yeah,” he moans in the affirmative, so I move the phone so he can see me. We both touch ourselves, watching, and when I see the slick tip of his cock, wet with precum, I tell him I’m close.
 
 “I want to see your face when you come,” I say.
 
 He moves the phone so I can see him, his teeth bared as the phone shakes a bit. He’s pumping his cock hard now, and it’s really helping me along.
 
 “I’m there, Cal. So close. I’m there.”
 
 “Let me see you,” he grounds out harshly.
 
 I position my screen so he can see me as we finish, both spectacularly.
 
 He groans out a loud “ahhhhh” while I forget all about breathing, arching my back, pushing through the glorious, spectacular orgasm.
 
 It’s not enough, not by half. I know what it feels like to come with him inside of me now. But it will do.
 
 “Thank you,” I whisper.
 
 “I should be thanking you, I’d say.” He gives me a little breathless laugh.
 
 “Well, I woke you up, so maybe not.”
 
 “Worth it.”