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He still said nothing. His gaze bore into me urging me to keep going, to make myself cum. I pushed into my clit with the head of the vibrator and stared at the tall strong man at my door. I saw the erection fighting to be free from the trappings of his jeans.

His bare chest rose and fell with each breath he took. My own fingers pumped in and out of my pussy in time with his breathing. I fantasized about this. I pictured him standing there watching me fuck myself so many times.

My clit pulsed with my orgasm. I let out a moan, my breathing quick, my eyes not leaving those beautiful blue eyes that bore into me.

My inner muscle tightened around the finger that was inside me, and I tilted my pelvis for deeper penetration. I wanted, no I needed Kais's cock deep in me now. I couldn't find my voice mid-orgasm and was able to mouth the word 'please'.

Within seconds, Kai had lost his pants and settled between my legs.

"So, fucking perfect. So, fucking beautiful." He whispered to me, taking the vibrator from my hand and tossing it on the bed. He swapped my hand for his dick and pushed deep inside me.

I gripped his hips and pulled him in tight. I needed to feel him as close, as deep inside me as I could. We moved in unison, bringing each other closer to release with each rock of our hips.

It didn't take long for either of us to orgasm this time. Our eyes locked as we both rode wave after wave of pleasure. After that last shock of release subsided, Kai kissed me gently. "I love you, Sinclair."

forty-seven

Sinclair

Ainecamehomeearly,as Riley's mom had promised. The rest of the gang, Danielle included, showed up together around the same time.

Everyone planned to go home today, and life would settle for now. There was still a lot to work out, and a lot to plan. But we would take things one step at a time. We would go slow; I wasn't ready to dive into the deep end.

Aine formed unbreakable bonds with her father and uncles. She had Mia and Tess wrapped around her finger. No matter how things played out, I had to do everything I could so she could keep them in her life. My daughter deserved a family. Kai would argue that I did too, I think he said as much last night, between talking and fucking.

I would miss having Mia here the most. I loved Danielle, but having Mia here was like having a piece of my back that had been missing for a long time. She could read me better than anyone else, and she didn't hesitate to call me out on my shit when I needed it.

While we laughed over coffee, I noticed the tension between Tess and Danielle. The two of them sat as far from each other as possible in my little apartment. They denied anything between them, but they were flirting all week. I thought Tess might have found someone, and I would've loved it if Danielle were that someone.

Mia told me how Danielle fucked Joel in the private booth last night after Kai and I left. Unfortunately, a small part of me expected as much from Danielle, and I explained to Mia that she avoided any form of commitment, and Joel was just an easy fuck for her.

Mia understood, but we both agreed it was horrible that Tess got caught up in the middle of Danielle's mess. I thought about talking to Danielle after everyone left. I hated the idea of meddling in someone else's love life, but it was Tess. Tess deserved better than being strung along and let go when she started to show interest.

After breakfast and coffee, we packed the cars and said our goodbyes. Aine said a tearful goodbye to her father and went upstairs without seeing anyone off. She definitely took this goodbye harder than the last. I gave Kai a reluctant glance, and his expression told me that he was thinking the same thing. It was going to get harder for her. Add that to our ever-growing list of things to figure out.

I sighed and said my goodbyes to Mia, Tess, and Millie. Tess insisted that the girls rode together in one car, and the guys in the other. As the girls were getting ready to leave, Danielle hugged everyone and said her goodbyes as well.

After all the girls left, Noah claimed he needed to 'hit the head' one more time before leaving, and Cal insisted on saying bye to his favorite niece. The brothers gave me and Kai time for our own private goodbyes.

"Sinclair. Are you okay?" Kai spoke softly as he pushed a loose strand of hair out of my face.

"Why do I feel like my heart is breaking?" I would not cry, I told myself.

"Because my Sin, you've finally accepted that I love you and you love me" Kai laughed. "But don't worry, this isn't forever. We will see each other in a week or two, and if you need me before then, I'll drop everything and drive down here as soon as you say the words."

"Kai, what if I can't be what you need me to be? How do we know I won't panic and run again?" I don't know why these fears resurfaced.

"Baby, we aren't eighteen years old, and you aren't secretly pregnant and running from your abusive mother. I won't be blind to what you

need. We won't let history repeat itself."

He wiped away tears I didn't realize started to fall and kissed me. I heard the tell-tale giggle of Aine as she and Cal followed Noah to the parking lot.

"Mama!" Well, she was in a better mood. That made my smile against Kais's mouth.

"I don't think I've ever been so thankful for Cal before now." I laughed as we turned to watch the trio walk toward us.

"Bye, Sinny. Please bring the brat to visit. Mom is dying to meet her only granddaughter." Noah wrapped me in a bear hug before getting into the driver's seat of his sedan.

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