Page 74 of Broken

"I wanted to do that since I woke up this morning." She smiled, looking into my eyes.

"You can do that anytime you want, my Sin." I brushed a stray piece

of hair from her face. "But I need to talk to you."

"Is everything okay?" the concern that washed over her face tore my heart apart. I wanted to kiss her worries away. I fully planned on it, but I needed to get out what I had to say before I lost my nerve.

"Of course. I wanted to talk to you about how we are going to do this. Us."

"Oh. Yeah." Sin let out a deep sigh. I knew the look on her face well. It was her defeated look. One she used to get when she realized she lost something important to her.

"Sin, baby. Look at me." I tipped her chin up so I could see her beautiful green eyes.

"It's okay Kai. I figured we would have to figure out how to do this at some point."

"And what do you think we have to figure out?" Fuck, this woman drove me insane. Her lip quivered. She was trying to hold back fucking tears. Did she forget that I gave her my heart the other night?

"Splitting time with Aine. I know you'll want her to go up north with you part of the time." I loved this silly, sad woman. More than I ever thought possible.

I couldn't help but laugh. She looked so cute, sad, and helpless. "Baby, of course, I want her up there with me, but I need you with me. I want the both of you." I had to kiss her; I couldn't take the sight of her fighting back her tears.

She sighed and relaxed a little into my lips. My body needed more though. I needed to have her.

"Kai. I have work. I have a career here." Sin whispered against my lips.

I pulled away and walked to the front door. The expression on her face was almost as comical as the one she had when she thought I was wanting to split time parenting. I locked the front door, both the handle and the deadbolt.

"You don't have to decide now, but let's work on that. Let's make plans to be and stay a family. K?" I was talking as I walked back to her. She was standing near the kitchen. I loved and hated those jean shorts she was wearing. I wanted to tear at the little straps of her bikini top with my teeth.

"Kai, what are you doing?" Sin asked. Her voice was lighter, not as shaky and broken.

"Sin. My beautiful Sin. I'm going to fuck you now. Before we go out there because I have this feeling that if I don't do it now, the second you take off those shorts, I'm going to be stuck with a hard dick for the rest of the day."

She leaned against the counter. Her lower lip between her teeth.

"Really? That might be interesting to see."

"Would it now?"

"Oh yeah." She giggled. "What you would do if something like this happened as I got out of the pool." Sin's hand brushed against her chest just enough to move one edge of her bikini, letting her nipple peak out at me.

"Oops." Sin gave me an innocent-looking smile and righted her top.

"My bad."

"There was my devious little Sin. She'd been hiding from me for so fucking long."

She was smiling, her bottom lip between her teeth, again. "My God,

Sin. If you don't stop biting your lip..."

"What are you gonna do, Kai?" She challenged me. She wanted me as much as I wanted her. It was written all over her face.

I wrapped my hand around the back of her neck, my fingers tangled in her hair.

"I've been so gentle with you, so patient." The words purred out of my mouth. I grazed my teeth against her ear. "Sin, I want to bend you over this counter and fuck you hard." I nipped at her collarbone. I kissed her pulse point, waiting for her response. Her pulse was racing.

Either she wanted what I was asking, or she was about to run.

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