Page 49 of Broken

"But" I didn't get the chance to argue with him because his mouth claimed mine with a fierce, passionate kiss.

His kiss was all-consuming and took away my fears and my heartache. Every time Kai kissed me, I could swear the broken pieces of me were put back together.

As we kissed, I scratched and scraped at his bare hips, I needed to be as close to him as possible. I needed him, wanted him. Maybe it was the drinking earlier, mixed with the emotional overload of the past couple of weeks. Whatever the cause, my body needed him as much as my soul.

"Sin, we shouldn't do this, not like this." His warning fell on deaf ears. I needed him and he needed me; his hard cock pushed against my leg begging to be released from its confinement.

"Please?" I whispered, begging against his lips. "Please Kai, make me feel. Chase away my darkness."

My heart raced, thinking about the possibility of his refusal. Turning me away would be the smart thing to do. Deny me, and my baggage.

Kai is always the smart one in the group. He kept a level head in all situations. God, I hope he left his levelheaded thinking at home.

His moan against my lips as he lifted me and carried me to the bed was all the answer I needed.

"I love you, Sinclair." Kai kissed down my neck to the hem of my shirt. Only stopping to relieve me of my clothing. His movements were hurried, but not rushed or impatient, first my top, then my skirt came off. It only took a few seconds, and I was bare before him. Every, broken and scarred part of my body and soul, was laid out on this bed for Kai.

"So, fucking beautiful. My beautiful Sin." Kais's kiss was soft, passionate, and filled with the love of a man who'd waited his whole life for one moment with the woman he loved. I wanted so badly to believe I was that woman, that I deserved the adoration that showed in his eyes.

"Kai" His name came out more like a sigh than a word. I was lost for words. I couldn't speak. The love Kai had for me, his light and warmth chased away all my pain, all the darkness that I ran from all my life.

We sat there, naked, watching each other. I was beginning to believe the words he spoke and the silent promises I saw in his eyes.

"God Sin, I love you."

Small tears escaped the corners of my eyes, I wanted so badly to believe him. "You keep saying that Doctor Carter."

"I'm going to keep on saying that Ms. Grant. I'm going to say it every chance I get until you believe me." He kissed away my tears between words.

"And what about when I finally believe you?"

"I'll say it until the day I die, Sin. I love you." Kai bent down and kissed me. His erection was nestled between my legs, waiting patiently; at some point during his declaration, he lost his underwear. I spread my legs further, allowing his slick head access to my wet core.

I moaned against his lips as I twined my legs with his and pushed forward, silently begging him to push into me. I didn't have to ask twice; it was as though his body needed me as much as mine needed him.

"Oh, Sin." Kai sighed once he was inside me. He sat up on his hands as he pushed forward. We didn't take our eyes off each other. I'd had sex before. Great sex, but this was what it meant to make love.

With every thrust, every pump of his hips, I felt myself being put back together. All the 'I love Yous' touched the deepest, darkest parts of me. Each time I moved to meet his thrusts, a little bit of our past, our mistakes, was made right.

"Kai" I called out his name, not once taking my gaze from his, my fingers digging into his back. I was close, so close to orgasm. The emotional intensity of his stare, of knowing he loved me made my head swim. He made my heart beat faster.

"I'm right here with you baby."

I released his legs from mine and dug my heels into the bed, meeting him thrust for thrust, the head of his cock buried deep in me. "I love you, Kai."

My words were barely above a whisper. His reply was his hot, wet lips meeting mine. Deep, intense, passionate. A kiss that promised the world and forgave transgressions of years past.

The muscles deep inside me clenched around his cock as the most incredible orgasm rolled over me, wrenching free a cry that I felt in every cell of my body. Kai continued to kiss and fuck me through my orgasm. My fingers scraped through his hair, at his scalp as he stilled, his body shivered, and his cock pulsed inside me with his release.

"Oh, my Sin." He breathed through his own orgasm.

twenty-six

Kai

Ilovedwatchinghersleep. Her beautiful chocolate brown hair was long and fanned out behind her. I brushed a loose strand away from her face, and her full pink lips relaxed into a satisfied smile. I did that.

I wasn't sure what filled me with pride, knowing the small smile on her sleeping face was because I gave her an orgasm to remember, or because she finally started to believe me when I said I loved her.

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