I had been blocking out my pack mates, but just this once, I let down my walls completely so they could feel the pleasure and happiness I was experiencing for the first time in a long time. They should have been with me, experiencing this too.
Their worry flooded our bond, nearly overpowering my own emotions. But my heart was full, and the feelings I felt cut through. It wasn’t that they could feel what I did, but it was more of a sixth sense, an internal knowing.
Mixed emotions came back at me; desire, excitement, and anger.
I had no regrets about coming to the bus knowing Kara was in heat. Alvaro had every right as head of the pack to rip me off her as soon as they got here.
I wrapped my arms around Kara, still impaled on my cock, and lifted her off the couch to lay her on the floor. My body ached to be closer to her and my chest rumbled in a satisfied purr as I settled between her legs, now able to take her tempting nipples in my mouth.
Her fingers grabbed onto my hair, and I sucked her nipple while lightly pinching the other. She moaned and pulled my head closer to her. My thrusts were deep, and after every few, her walls squeezed around me.
“Knot me, Avery, please!” She arched her back and locked her legs around me, spurring me on. “I need it! I need you!”
“So good. So, so good.” I pushed in all the way, my knot filling and locking me to her. With a few more pumps, I would be done for.
“Yes!” Kara’s body shook as her release built.
The door slid open, and my pack’s scents flooded the room. Kara clenched so hard around me that I saw stars, the last grind of my hips sending me over the edge. Her nails dug into my back, and I reached between us, rubbing her clit.
“Come, sweet girl. Let them hear you scream.” I wanted to kiss her but also didn’t want to silence her.
“Avery!” She screamed as I spilled inside her, my body giving hers what it wanted.
The pressure around me was something a hand or a toy could never give. Only an omega could bring me as much pleasure and satisfaction.
She trembled as the last tremors of her orgasm rolled through her, and then relaxed completely underneath me, a satisfied smile on her face. This was what I’d yearned for, an omega of my own.
I gently lowered my body onto hers, wrapping her in my arms and rolling us until she was resting on top of me. She sighed and rested her head on my shoulder, her lips brushing my neck.
“You did so good, Kara,” I whispered, trailing my fingers down her back. “Perfect.”
I started to purr again, and Kara melted into me. It was an odd sensation, a slight tickle and warmth spreading throughout my body.
Alvaro cleared his throat, and I looked over at the door where he was standing... alone. Where had Cal and Tate gone?
It had been a while since I’d used our bond with each other, and I felt around for them. They were blocking me, which was deserved. I’d blocked them for so long and then hit them all with a whammy.
Alvaro wasn’t blocking me, though, and my purr stuttered to a halt.
“When your knot deflates, we’ll leave to a safe place where no one can hear or smell us.” Just as he turned to leave, the bus rumbled to life. “And we’ll talk.”
He shut the door and blocked our bond. I closed my eyes and blew out a breath. I’d fucked up, I knew that, but blocking me when I’d just let them in? It made me want to close myself in my bunk.
“Shit. I didn’t mean to piss them off.” Now, instead of enjoying this moment with Kara, I’d be in my head, worrying.
“Why are they mad at you?” Kara traced the lines of the tattoos on my chest. “You were just doing what I wanted you to. What I needed.”
“They’ve always worried about me, and I probably shouldn’t have come to you alone.” Any number of things could have happened. I could have hurt her, and they knew that. “I’m the reason we haven’t been approved to have an omega.”
Her fingers stopped for just a second before continuing their exploration. “That can’t be true. You were in complete control.”
“Barely. If I was in complete control, the second I knew you were in heat and where you were, I would have made sure they knew too. In terms of pack hierarchy, I’m the lowest.” Now that my mind was a little less distracted, I was mad at myself for letting my instincts overtake my mind. “Alvaro should have had you first.”
Her hand stilled over my heart. “I’m not an object, Avery. If I didn’t want you, I would have told you no. I know the lead alpha usually has a say, but…”
“But you’re in heat and… oh, God.” I needed out of her before I did even more damage and she left us. “I took advantage of you.”
She hissed in a breath as I tried unsuccessfully to move my dick from where it was nestled inside her. “Avery, calm down. It’s okay. You didn’t take advantage of me. If anything, I took advantage of you by coming to your bus in heat when we aren’t even matched.”