I swallow.
His eyes are bright and hopeful. “Don’t you think?” he asks again.
“Well… I mean…”
“It’s totally up to you, Jolene,” he murmurs sweetly. “But I can’t imagine our lives any other way, can you?”
I try. I tried to imagine it another way. It won’t work anymore.
“We make a good team, don’t you think?” he continues.
We do, I admit to myself. We make an amazing team.
“I don’t want anything to change,” he confesses.
“Things always change,” I counter automatically, surprising myself.
But there. I said it.
The words hang between us. I see him swallow.
“I guess they do,” he admits. “So let me ask you… what you want?”
What do I want? The question practically knocks me out of my seat. I can’t remember anybody ever asking me that before.
I feel like what I want has never been a priority. It’s a strange thing to think about.
I want…
I want…
I want…
“I want us to be together,” I announce.
He nods slowly. “What does that mean?”
“I want…” I begin, piecing it all together in my brain. “Dates.”
His eyebrows go up. “Dates?”
“Yep,” I reply, gaining confidence. “Dates. In public. With all three of you.”
He purses his lips shrewdly. “Okay. I think we can agree to that.”
“And romance,” I continue. “Chocolates, flowers, sweet nothings. The whole deal. Like if you saw it in a movie? I want it.”
“Romance,” he smiles with a hint of laughter. “Okay, I’ll see what I can do about that. Boone may need some tips.”
“And sex! At least four times a week!”
Now he finally grins, leaning toward me, not even glancing to see who is looking.
“Yes, baby,” he murmurs as his mouth closes over mine. “That I can definitely promise you.”
Epilogue
JOLENE