Page 20 of Dirty Little Secret

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Andrew

My God, she’s so fucking sexy.

That sway to her hips when she walks with my jacket wrapped tightly around her sends an electric thrill pulsating through my body, directly to my cock. I clench my jaw, my body already aching to feel her again.

Even from here, I can see her reddened knees and the softest smudge of bruising around her neck. Even having just come so recently, my cock twitches with a fresh wave of arousal, the possessive, prideful knowledge that those are my marks exciting me just as much as the act itself did.

In a short period of time, sweet, innocent little Holly has come to mean more to me than I could ever have imagined. The thrill of taking her like that will haunt me for a long time. The shock on her face, the pleasure and lust in her eyes during our encounter are hardwired into my brain. I don’t doubt what I did hurt her because I was anything but gentle, but she enjoyed every second of it.

I shake my head and let out a low chuckle.

Holy shit, my dirty little girl.

What other twisted fantasies have you got hidden inside that mind?

Holly looks around, like she’s searching for me, but I’m well hidden behind a tree. I would never forgive myself if anything happened to her, so I’m not letting her out of my sight until I know she’s safely home. The thought of anyone else hurting her fills me with a rage that I’m not sure I can contain.

Finally, she’s at her front door. I wait until she disappears inside, then a few moments later, her apartment lights up. I wait a few more moments before I walk down the footpath to where I’ve parked my car. Once inside, I slide my phone from my pocket and call her. I need to hear her voice, just to reassure myself that she’s okay with what just happened.

“Hello?”

The moment I hear the happiness in her voice, my fears ease.

“I’m just checking to make sure you’re okay.”

I attempt to hide the desire and emotion in my voice, but I’m not convinced I’m that successful. I’m hard as fuck and replaying the moment I first entered her over and over in my mind.

“I’m…” She lets out a soft, shaky laugh. “I’m more than okay.”

Is she craving more like I am?

God, I hope so.

“Good.” I lean back against the headrest and close my eyes. “Sleep well, baby girl.”

“After tonight, I feel like I could sleep for a week.” She pauses for a moment. “I wish you were here with me.”

She inhales sharply, like she didn’t mean to say that. I smirk, loving that she can’t control her own thoughts when she’s around me. Just like her pussy couldn’t control the way it reacted to me.

Fuck, she was so tight. So wet…

My jaw aches as I clench my teeth.

I would give anything to be there beside her, to hold her as she drifts off to sleep, then fuck her senseless all over again. I’m not used to feeling like that and it’s confusing the hell out of me.

“Night baby,” is all I say.

I lower the phone and end the call, my mind a mess of thoughts.

I’ve just had her for the first time, and I already want more. I need limits. Boundaries. The problem is it feels like neither of those exists when it comes to Holly. Do I really think this thing between us can go any further than what it is right now?

Feelings were never supposed to be part of this, but her innocent words evoke emotion in me. I want more from her. I want to fall asleep beside her, then wake up and pull her closer to me. I want to keep her safe and protect her from all the cruelty in the world, all while pushing her desires as dark and twisted as she’ll let me. That all sounds great in my head. In reality, I know things are a hell of a lot more complicated. We have more going against us than we do for us, but I don’t care.

Holly has worked her way under my skin, and I have no plans to give what we have up. Not even the thought of Nick finding out is enough to make me give her up.I hate how cold and callous that sounds. I’m an asshole of a dad, putting my own needs first, but I can’t think about that now. I’ll deal with Nick finding out when it happens.

Until then, I’ll take this as far as Holly will let me.

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