Page 17 of His Toy

“Want my cock to yourself? It’s yours and only yours unless you say otherwise Brooke, so come on it…show me how demanding of its attention you are,” he said, and he covered her mouth and nose as the orgasm tore through her with a shout. It made her body seize up and she jerked making him crash over with her.

Brooke waited until she could think and breathe before sitting up to look down at him. “Did you mean that? That if I didn’t want another woman to have your cock, you wouldn’t do it?”

“Every bit of it Brooke, for me this only works when it goes both ways. Why should I ever expect you to be honest with me, faithful to me, if I’m not to you? Some men might be willing to take all of the control but then you’d never understand that it means as much to me as it does to you to have you willingly hand over control.”

“I never thought of it that way.”

“I know; that’s why I made it so clear to you that you weren’t to sleep with anyone else. I’d never deny you something to push you, entice new responses from you, but only if you know that it’s between us both to decide, agree to it.”

“So you do want to fuck another woman?” she said feeling a deep welling pain at the thought of another woman being anywhere near him, him wanting someone other than her.

“Not if it will upset you and not because I want someone other than you baby,” he said cupping her face gently, letting her see the honesty in his eyes. “If you want to ever play it further, you need to know that it’s for you, your pleasure, not mine, not theirs. I’d only do to her what you want me to, to bring you pleasure, enjoyment that you’re in charge of it. You’d know that the entire time I was doing it, I’d only be wanting your body around mine, only be fucking her so I could get back to you. To where I belong, because I completely belong to you. I will only do something that makes you happy. If you aren’t comfortable with me doing something to another woman for you then I won’t touch them, won’t let them touch me if we’re playing with someone else.”

“You really mean that, don’t you? You’re not simply just trying to get me to say yes so you can sleep with another woman making me think it’s my idea.”

“I’d never do that, baby. You own me, Brooke. You own my heart, which means you own my body. Who I give it to is up to you. If you say that’s you and just you, then that’s it. No questions asked, no manipulation, because I can live the rest of my life without another woman. I can’t live the rest of my life without you and this. You willingly handing over the control to me to please both of us.”

“Mmm that it does,” she agreed feeling the need for sleep take her over.

“More than you’ll ever know,” he said with a smile, kissing her forehead. “For now, close your eyes and sleep, baby. You’ve had a long day and it’s going to be a long weekend too. We’re going to find you a ring tomorrow.”

“Sounds nice,” she sighed falling asleep in his arms entirely wrapped in the comfort of them.

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“Would you stop fidgeting?” Neil demanded pressing his hand against her leg to stop her nervous movements of it. “Now Brooke because I’m not going to fuck you to calm you down right before you meet my family, I won’t do that to you.”

“I want you to though.”

“You want me to fuck you because you know you can keep me in bed and away from doing this but it’s time baby,” he said turning down the street to his parent’s place. He parked the car and walked around to her door, opening it as he held out his hand to her.

“Get out of the car Brooke. Baby they’re not going to care,” he added a bit more gently at the slight panic in her eyes, realizing this was a huge risk for her. “They are going to love you because I do.”

“And if they don’t they can call my parents, my brothers and then I’m going to have to run. I don’t want to lose you Neil,” she said slipping into his hold as he knelt down beside the car.

“You willneverlose me, baby. If for some reason your family would discover you’re here I swear to god they’ll never get within ten feet of you. Our marriage is entirely legal, that’s why we used your real name, so nowIown you not them. You’remine. If they try anything to claim you’re now mentally incompetent, I’d be the one the judge would hand you over to, so it won’t matter.

“My brothers already know you’re in my life and my parents know I’ve fallen for someone. Just take my hand and come inside with me, please Brooke,” he said and he wanted to sink into her body when she settled her hand in his and got out of the car. He closed the door, keeping hold of her hand as she smoothed the skirt of her dress down. “Stop worrying about your clothes. You look beautiful.”

“You’re not the one that’s going to be scrutinized. I never thought I’d ever have to worry about what people thought of me again. I swore when I left I’d never put myself in this position.”

“But you are because you love me and because I love you, so relax and simply focus on that and everything else will be fine,” he promised as he opened the door and headed through towards the backyard. He slid the glass doors open and tightened his hold on her hand as she tensed when everyone turned towards them.

“Neil…I see we finally get to meet the beauty who’s stolen your heart,” his mom said hurrying over to them. She reached for her other hand and Brooke fought to control her panic.

She saw the eyes of his brothers on her along with his dad’s and her instincts to run took over. She pulled her hand back from his mother and took a step backwards, her breathing tightening, quickening.

“Brooke, you’re fine,” Neil said as her hand pulled away from him. She began moving back through the doors and he turned fully to her, catching her before she could run. The absolute fear and terror in her eyes stopped any of the annoyance that’d hit, and he cursed himself for doing all of this at once. He slid his hands up to cup her face and forced her gaze onto his. “Baby, it’s okay. Calm down, you’re safe. No one’s going to hurt you.”

She shook her head peeking over his shoulder and he felt her tension rise again. “I can’t do this. I just can’t.”

He pulled her up against him and pushed his hand into the thick mass of her hair before lowering his lips to hers, coaxing a response from her, not stopping until she was pliant in his arms wanting him as much as he wanted her.

He lifted his head and the dazed look on her face soothed him. He gave her a reassuring smile as he rubbed his thumb across her swollen lips hearing the hoot from his brothers but not caring. That kiss wasn’t for them, it was for her, so she’d know she was safe, his entirely still, no matter where they were.

“You’re all mine now Brooke. No one can change that. Don’t let the fear pull you from us now.”

“I…don’t know Neil.”

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