Page 101 of Silk Is for Seduction

Sarah began to cry. “I’m sorry,” she said. “It was me, madam. I wasn’t thinking.”

“What, drat you?” Clevedon said.

Sarah hastily wiped her eyes. Her face went a bright red. “When we were in the Green Park. Miss Erroll was asking where your family was. She wanted to know why they didn’t live at Clevedon House. I said you didn’t have your own family yet. I pointed out Warford House there, overlooking the park. I said a lady lived in the house and everyone said you were going to marry her. She got such a look on her face. I knew I shouldn’t have said it. She was that wrought up, before, when she was told you weren’t coming.”

Clevedon looked at Marcelline.

“She was waiting for you,” she said wearily. “I told her you weren’t coming. She threw a fit.”

The child had been waiting for him. And he wasn’t to come, ever again.

This was his fault. He’d given her a doll and she’d cherished it, and it had nearly cost her life. She’d stayed in his house. She’d been petted by the servants and she’d played with the dollhouse. What else was she to think but that he was part of her life now, part of her family?

He’d acted so unthinkingly and selfishly and carelessly. He’d thought only of himself and what pleased him, not of the child and how she might be hurt.

This was how Father had killed Mother and Alice. No thought but for himself.

He was sick, heartsick.

He said, “That simplifies matters. One can assume she decided to hunt me down. That would mean she’s headed toward Clevedon House.”

“I doubt she knows the way,” Marcelline said. “We drove here, recollect. How would she know one street from the next?”

It was easy enough for adults unfamiliar with the area to get lost. She could easily turn into the wrong street.

A six-year-old child, alone in the London streets. In a short time the sun would set. And she might be in any of a hundred places.

“We’ll alert the police,” he said. “They may have found her already. They would certainly take notice of a well-dressed child alone on the street.” He hoped so. Predators would take notice, assuredly.

His fault again. She’d escaped by a method she’d learned from him. She’d run away because of him.

He turned to Longmore. “Send one of the footmen who came with us to the police. But they haven’t nearly enough men. I must ask you to muster your servants and mine, and form a search party. We’ll comb the streets.”

“She’s afraid of the dark,” Marcelline said. Her voice shook and her eyes were red, but she didn’t weep. “She’s afraid of the dark.” Her sisters went to her and put their arms about her, the way they’d done the night of the fire.

He couldn’t pull her into his arms. He couldn’t comfort her.

The pain of not doing that was almost as sharp as the fear for Lucie.

“We’ll find her before dark,” Clevedon said. “I should be a good deal more worried if she’d bolted from your old shop on Fleet Street.”

St. James’s was safer, he told himself. Much safer. A royal palace was mere steps away. The clubs were there as well. While it wasn’t completely respectable, it wasn’t the back-slums. And she was a child, on foot. She couldn’t go far.

But she could be taken. And then ...

No. No one would take her. He knew where she was going. And he’d find her.

Half past three o’clock, Monday morning

Nothing.

No sign of her.

Police. Private detectives. Clevedon and Longmore’s servants. They’d all searched. They’d knocked on doors and accosted passersby. They’d stopped carriages and hackneys.

No one had seen Lucie.

Clevedon, Longmore, and Marcelline had walked Bennet Street and St. James’s Street, parting company to enter clubs and shops, and rejoining to traverse the alleys and courts in the vicinity. They’d combed St. James’s Square.

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