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“Izzy, what are you–” I stop him by taking him completely into my mouth and swirling my tongue around him, loving the loud moan that slips from his lips. I move up and down his long length, trying not to think of how big he is.

Blake groans my name and moves his hand into my hair. I suck the top and taste his pre-come on my tongue. He tastes salty and of all things Blake, which surprises me how good that feels. I move faster with my mouth and cup his balls, noticing how he grabs the bed sheets with his hands tightly.

“Shit, Izzy, stop. I'm going to come.” He breathes heavily, trying to hold onto his control, and tries to pull me up. I’m having none of that, so I suck harder and try to go faster. It doesn’t take more than a few seconds before he grunts as he comes in my mouth, and I swallow all of him before sliding up to his side. I put my head on his shoulder and tangle our legs again as he stays still in, what I hope, is happy shock. He pulls me closer, holding me tightly to him as I lift my head and lock eyes with him.

We stare at each other for a long time, and I’m thinking how breath-taking he is. I could get lost in those eyes. I wonder what he is thinking as he looks at me.

“That was the best night’s sleep and wake-up call I’ve ever had.” He strokes my face gently with a finger.

I place my hand on his cheek and smile. “I had an amazingly good night, and sleeping next to you was the most peaceful I’ve been since I was fifteen.” I sigh, not wanting to remember my past.

“Is that when your mum passed away? Your brothers told me a little about your life,” Blake asks as he starts to play with my hair.

“Yes, I moved into foster care straight after, and they were shitheads, so it wasn't great. They had a lot of parties, and I was their personal cleaner most of the time. I was lucky it wasn't anything worse,” I say,knowing that I had a lock on my door so no one could touch me. They protected me in a way, not making me be around when they were drinking, but at the end of the day, I was a pay check for them, nothing more.

“I wish things were better for you, but you won't ever be alone again. I'm here now, and your brothers are, too.” He smiles.

“Speaking of which, how are we going to explain you being here when we go downstairs?” I ask as I'm worried. I don't want any arguments right now to ruin my good mood.

“They think I slept in the spare room, so we will just come down separately. Before you ask, Aimee called a cab when I told her I wouldn't be joining her in bed anytime soon.” He chuckles a little.

“I remember saying I would rather sleep on the couch, and she didn’t take that well.” He looks worried again as I don’t know what to say to him.

I give him a small smile. “I'm glad she is gone,” I say, finally getting the courage to talk.

He hesitates before asking, “Do you still trust me?” I know the answer straight away.

“Yes, I believe you about last night. We all have a past. Yours is just around more, but I trust you.” I press a small, delicate kiss to his lips. I really believe that. I have to accept his past, and he is very attractive so girls will hit on him. I trust him not to flirt back and not to cheat.

“Thank you. What about your past?” He sighs in relief, tightening his grip on me.

“What do you want to know?” I ask in confusion.

“Well, the way you did that this morning, I’m guessing there was someone before me? I want to thank whoever it was and then punch him.” His face shows his jealously and anger. I can’t help the small grin that comes to my face at Blake being jealous over me.

“I dated my friend’s brother for about four months. We did stuff but never had sex because I didn’t feel he was the right person. We broke up about a year ago. Tilly, my old friend, and her brothers moved to France not long after.” I frown a little thinking of Tilly and how much I miss her.

“Wow, I wasn’t expecting that answer. You sound like me, you know the whole dating my best friend’s sister issue,” he says roughly, and I look at him. He pulls me into a deep kiss, and I moan quietly as he pulls away.

“I can’t believe you’re a virgin. You’re so stunning, I just didn’t think I’d ever be that lucky to have a chance to be your first,” he says with a heated look.

“I think you have a good chance, Mr. Frost,” I tease, and he tickles me, making me laugh.

“I want a date. I will figure out a day when we are both free, and I’m taking you out of this town so we can be a normal couple for a night.”

“Are you asking me out, Blake?” I giggle.

“Damn right I am, and I know your answer.” He winks, making us both laugh.

We cuddle more before my alarm goes off. Blake gets dressed and sneaks out of the room. I hop into the shower, then dress for the day in black leggings and a purple top that’s all lace at the back, but it's a nice summer’s day so I think,why not?

While I’m pulling my hair into a high ponytail, I can’t stop thinking about the little touches Blake gave me and his heart-stopping kisses. I catch a look at myself in the mirror and see my blushing cheeks and sparkling eyes, knowing my boyfriend is making me this happy.

I hop happily down the stairs to the kitchen to grab breakfast. I’m a little shocked that everyone is already here, including Blake, who is chatting with Elliot. I’m a little taken aback when I see Elliot swing his head back, howling in laughter at whatever Blake said. I must ask Blake what his magic power over Elliot is, who looks more relaxed than I’ve ever seen him. No one notices me standing in the doorway, watching them all chat or playing on their phones. It’s strange how comfortable they all are together, like a big family I guess.

“Morning guys,” I say cheerily. I grab some bread, sticking it into the toaster as I get a glass and pour myself some orange juice. I get grumbles of ‘hello’ from them.

“You seem very happy, what’s put you in that mood?” Harley asks in a suspicious tone. Shit, I forgot all about him and how mad I was the last time we spoke. My eyes roam over his face, which is turning a shade of yellow from the bruises. I want to ask again, but I catch myself before I do.

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