He dumps a large heaping pile into his hands in front of me before he suds them up, bringing his hands to my heavy breasts. I throw my head back against his shoulder as he delicately washes my breasts, pausing over my nipples to tease me.
My mouth falls open before a pant comes out, enjoying the feeling of his hands all over me. Then his hands travel south between my legs, gently washing me there as he slowly pulls his cock out of me. I instinctively part for him as he continues to wash me.
I spin around to face him, stealing some of the suds to wash his chest, abs, and down to his cock. A wicked grin lifts his lips as he watches my every move, giving me full reign to wash him.
But it’s when he looks up into my eyes that makes my heart melt. There is so much love in them I almost let my sob escape my lips. I know by the look in his gaze everything from here on out will be perfectly fine. We have each other now and nothing will come between us again.
“I’m going to make you forever mine very soon, Bentley.”
Okay, that's all it takes for the waterworks to burst free. Tears slide down my cheeks and thankfully blend in with the water spraying all over us. Being with Gabe forever is all I’ve ever wanted. I know some people might find it strange that this strong of a connection started after only one night together in his Jeep seven years ago, but what can I say? When you know, you know.
From the moment I met Gabe, I knew in my heart there was something special about him. All I had to do was look into his eyes, and I knew in my soul we’d create magic between us. Once he took me to his Jeep and sealed the deal, my body, mind, and soul knew I’d never be the same ever again.
And then I never saw him again until he showed up as my husband’s son fresh out of prison.
It was fate.
“Promise?” I ask with a quiver in my voice.
“Most definitely.”
His hands and eyes fall to my stomach, rubbing in a way that I know he’s thinking about the babe there. I let out another sob as he keeps one hand on my stomach and cups my face with the other.
“I’m so fucking sorry I made you feel like I didn’t want this with you. I’m fucking terrified to be a father, but I’m so fucking excited that you’re the one carrying my first child, Bentley. Please be patient with me while I try to get used to this. I didn’t plan on sharing you with anyone but me just yet, but God has other plans.” He drops to his knees and presses his lips against my stomach, kissing me gently. “And I promise to do whatever it takes to give you and this kid the life they deserve.”
My bottom lip trembles as I stare down at him, running my fingers through his water soaked hair. There is nothing else he can say to me. His words are exactly what I needed to hear. We’ll get through this together like with everything else.
“I love you, Gabriel.”
He lets out a small, choking sob as he presses his cheek against my stomach and wraps his arms around my hips. His shoulders shake as he cries, clearly unable to look back up at me.
“I love you so much, Bentley. You’re all I ever thought about for the last seven years, and you’re all I’ll think about from here on out. I’ll never leave your side again.”
I bend over at the waist and kiss the top of his head, holding him tightly. We stay like this for a long moment, just letting the water cascade over us to wash away our tears.
Chapter fifty-three
Gabe
Knowing that Tony had sent his henchmen out to scare Bentley has my blood boiling. I stayed up into the early morning hours watching her sleep, and I know I’ll do anything to keep her safe. I rarely go straight into the lion’s den, but Tony needs to be put into his place if we plan on leaving for California in the morning to start our new life. Until he’s taken care of, I’ll always worry whether or not he’ll show up. This needs to end today.
Maggie had taken the news of her inheriting the mansion very well. Unlike me, she could easily move in there and not feel bad about it one bit. She’s packing up her place today and getting ready to put it on the market, and I know that’ll be the perfect distraction for Bentley.
I don't need her worrying over me more than she already is. While she’s busy helping Maggie pack, I'll make that visit to Tony in the city and set things straight.
"Do you ladies need anything before I head out?" I ask as I poke my head into the kitchen.
The women are elbows deep in cleaning out cupboards and packing things up.
Bentley's gaze shoots up to mine, and I hold her gaze with a calmness I don't currently feel on the inside. I know where I’m headed to and it isn't going to be pretty.
"Where are you going?"
I don't need her worrying over me, so I lie. "I'm heading into town to grab things for our long trip." I throw a wink at her for good measure.
"Do you want me to come with you?"
"Nah, babe. You stay here and help Maggie. I won't be long." I kiss her softly on the cheek before I leave.