Page 20 of When You Dance
“Mm hmm. Me too. Fuck!”
I gripped the armrest of her couch for leverage and gave her everything I had for the next five or six strokes. She screamed out her release, and that shit took me there. I fell off the cliff and wanted to scream like a bitch. I felt like I was about to go into convulsions. That shit felt so damn strong. I growled loudly as she wrapped her other leg around my waist.
When the wave had passed, I lowered my forehead to hers and whispered, “Shit.”
I released her leg, and she wrapped it around me as well. Her labored breathing was music to my ears. That meant we’d both put in work. When I tried to pull away from her, she wrapped her arms around my neck, holding me close. “Please don’t move yet.”
I relaxed a little on top of her and began nibbling at her ear lobe. My dick was already starting to rise to the occasion again, but I had to discard this condom. That muthafucka was probably barely hanging on with the way her pussy gripped me. “Jamel… stay with me tonight.”
“Mm. I’m glad you requested that, because I’m nowhere near done with you.”
* * *
I wokeup to Sandrene mumbling in her sleep and tossing and turning. She was sweating. I gently touched her to wake her up. I didn’t want to startle her though and have her attack me. I shook her a little more forcefully when she started crying. She sat straight up and brought her hands to her face and her knees to her chest.
“You okay?”
She nearly hopped out of her skin at the sound of my voice. She’d probably forgotten I was here. After glancing at me, she quickly hopped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. After our first round was done last night, we’d made our way to her bedroom to take a shower. I’d eaten the passion fruit between her legs all over again and made love to her pussy, hoping that showed her how much I wanted her to be mine.
I didn’t want this to just be about sex. I wanted her to be mine in every way imaginable. Embarking on a relationship would be new to me, but I was willing to give it a shot if it was with her. No other woman made me feel the way she did. However, whatever was going on with her now wasn’t giving me the best feeling. I stood from the bed and made my way to the closed door of her en suite bathroom. “Sandrene, you okay?”
“Yes,” she said softly.
I remained at the door, waiting for her to emerge. As soon as she opened the door, I eased my way to her and pulled her in my arms. She was trembling. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah. Can you just hold me? I know I’m asking for a lot, but—”
“Naw. You ain’t asking for a lot. I can hold you whenever you want me to. You could never ask for too much from me. I’ll give you whatever you want.”
Her eyes widened slightly as I led her back to the bed. She got in first, and I got in behind her and wrapped her in my arms. “You wanna talk about it?” I asked softly in her ear.
“No.”
I kissed her shoulder, and she turned to me, sadness in her eyes. “Why do you care?”
I gently stroked her cheek with my thumb, and just that amount of tenderness had tears falling from her eyes. “I don’t know. It’s something about you that I can’t shake. Why you think I been going to the strip club every weekend? I leave when you do. I have no desire to see anyone else. When I met you at the certification office, something about you attracted me again. I had no idea you were Obsession when we first met. So whatever it is, it shows through both personalities. That lets me know it’s not simply because I was lusting after a beautiful and sexy woman.”
She lowered her gaze then lifted her slanted eyes back to mine. In that moment, I saw her in a white gown and pregnant with our child. She was going to be my future if she was willing to give me a chance. She placed her lips against mine and gave me a soft kiss, then continued staring at me.
Just as I was about to ask her to accompany me to DJ’s wedding, I paused. Every last one of them had seen her naked for my birthday.I’m tripping.All of them had women except for Arrow, Ali, Seneca, Jungle, and Jericho. I was more than sure Jericho nor Jungle would be at DJ’s wedding, and they were the main ones I was worried about.
Taking a chance, I asked her. “My brother is getting married in two weeks. I would love for you to go to Beaumont with me.”
I waited for her facial expression to change, but it didn’t. She stared at me for a few seconds longer. “Is it on a Saturday?”
“Yeah.”
“I have to work.”
“Please?”
“I can’t. Honestly, I’m not ready to meet your family. I’m not even sure why I’m so comfortable around you. There’s no way a patron from the strip club would make it to my house.”
“Hmm. Well, I feel special then, because I was a patron at the club and I’m here. Would you consider being mine, Sandrene?”
“I would consider it, but it would take me some time. I would have to get to know you better. We obviously gel sexually, and we had decent conversation last week for breakfast, but I need more time.”
“That’s understandable. I don’t know a whole lot about you either. So how about this? Can we date exclusively? Only go on dates with each other while in the ‘getting to know you’ process. If you don’t like me, then that’s it. I’ll do the same.”
