“How do you know it’s me?”
 
 “How come you have my number?”
 
 I hear a smile in his voice.
 
 “Don’t get cute with me,” I say, already losing the battle.
 
 He stays silent long enough to let me gather my thoughts and find my voice.
 
 “I hired a private investigator,” I say and pause, waiting for his reaction.
 
 It comes.
 
 “Okay...”
 
 His voice is heavier than moments ago. I can tell it affects him.
 
 “Why did you––?”
 
 “I wanted to know the truth from someone who wasn’t biased like me,” I interrupt him.
 
 “You could’ve asked me. I would’ve given you the truth,” he says.
 
 I sense the sadness in his voice.
 
 And then I feel my tears at the edge of my lashes.
 
 “This is not easy for me, Jaden.”
 
 “I didn’t say it would be.”
 
 “I’m not gonna pretend I know what I’m doing, or I follow some plan. I don’t. Everything looks messy and conflicted, but this is the best I can do right now.”
 
 “Okay,” he says softly.
 
 “I hired him because I wanted to know more before deciding whether I wanted to talk to you or not.”
 
 Silence comes from the other end of the line.
 
 “I have a few questions...” I say.
 
 “Do you want to meet me somewhere?”
 
 I ponder.
 
 “Yes. Tonight at eight. The place where you had dinner with Crystal and Adam Sanders last time.”
 
 I pause, expecting a reaction.
 
 “Okay,” he says, his voice unreadable. “Do you want me to pick you up?”
 
 “I’ll meet you there.”
 
 11
 
 SENNA
 
 I spendsome time choosing a dress for our meeting.