My heart and lungs collide.
 
 I drop the dress on the bed and clasp my fingers on my hip.
 
 “A membership site,” she murmurs.
 
 I look at her, utterly incredulous.
 
 She nods a couple of times.
 
 “Yes. It’s like a personal site. Password protected. It has pictures of him, little snippets of video...”
 
 My eyes widen in surprise.
 
 “What are you talking about?” I ask.
 
 I know exactly what she’s talking about.
 
 “I want to see it,” I bark.
 
 She quickly pulls out her smartphone, drags her finger over the screen, and starts typing.
 
 “Here. I texted you the link.”
 
 My phone beeps on the bed.
 
 I barely suppress my impulse to pounce on it.
 
 I hurl a glare at the gadget––good thing, she cannot see me––and bite my lip, trying to coax myself into behaving like an adult.
 
 “I’ll check it when I have time,” I say to mislead her.
 
 Her voice echoes behind my back.
 
 “He’s smoking hot. And not only that...”
 
 I spin around.
 
 Some of my thoughts must’ve spilled on my face.
 
 She looks a bit shaken by my glare but has no intention of pulling away from the topic.
 
 I flick my eyebrows up, encouraging her to continue.
 
 “Yes?”
 
 “It’s not only his body. I mean, he’s fine. What am I saying? I’ve never seen a man like him in my life. I mean, not in reality,” she says, raving about him.
 
 I roll my eyes.
 
 She completely ignores me.
 
 “But man... the way he moves... Oh, my God!”
 
 She clicks her tongue. Twice. It feels like a taser on my skin.
 
 “He’s fucking delicious. A week ago, he posted a snippet of him rolling his hips. I lost my sleep over that clip.”
 
 I tip my head to the side, looking at her incredulously. She must be playing cute now.