Page 77 of Unexpected Kisses

“Stay still.” I grasp her hips firmly and pull her back to my face. Licking and stroking my tongue in and out of her soaked pussy; her legs quiver as she sighs, moans, and mewls. I love that she’s not afraid to make a little noise as she pushes back into my face.

When her opening flutters around my tongue, I remove it and replace it with my cock in one hard thrust, pushing her up the bed. Sarah’s back bows as she cries out. Her tits swing forward as I hoped they would. With my fingers digging harshly into her hips, I push in and draw out of her opening, each time going harder than the time before. She switches her hold, gaining better purchase on the headboard, her spine making a beautiful curve as I continue to fill her and retreat.

“That’s it. Take my cock the way you were born to.” The sound of skin slapping against skin and the view of my cock disappearing between her cheeks is erotic as hell and my cock swells and throbs, ready to release a second time. “Play with your clit, Cupcake,” I demand between harsh pants, my voice low and gruff. The musky smell of sex fills the air as we both build closer to our release.

“Oh my God!” Sarah cries out, her back bowing while her walls strangle my dick. Working her through her orgasm, I incrementally slow my movements to prolong the experience. Reaching around, I grasp one of her tits, rolling her nipple between my fingers to heighten her orgasm. The rippling of her walls around my cock has me close to coming for the second time tonight, but I want to see if I can take her into another orgasm. Leaning over her body, I nibble on the lobe of her ear, then kiss my way down the column of her neck to suck on the pulse point, tasting the saltiness of her exertion while still holding my dick inside her body. I’m dying to come, barely balancing on the edge. Her breaths pick up again as I play with her nipple and suck on her neck, so I take that as a sign to start moving again. I rear up, balancing on my knees and pull Sarah back on my cock.

“Use my dick, while I play with your pretty clit.”

“I … I don’t think I can come again,” she whispers on a harsh pant.

“Of course you can. Ride my dick.”

“Mmhm.” She drops her head and pushes back, connecting her ass with my thighs, slamming those delectable cheeks against me. Her cheeks jiggle as I massage her clit and grasp her tit. The sight is so fucking hot, my balls draw up tight to my body and that telltale tingle moves down my spine as what feels like electricity makes its way from my fingers and toes, through my limbs to my balls, and I shoot my load, my cum pulsing deep into Sarah’s body.

Her walls flutter and contract around my dick with her orgasm, and we both moan in between panting breaths. “Fuuuck!” I grit my teeth and hold myself still, ensuring I spill every last drop inside her. I don’t want to waste a single swimmer.

As sated as I feel right now, I know I’m going to need her again tonight. I’m never going to get enough of her.

Sarah flops forward onto her stomach, collapsing beneath me. I drop on top of her, keeping most of my weight on my arms, our sweaty bodies fighting to catch each breath. She must feel my heart hammering against her back as it fights to burst out of my body and climb into hers.

She chuckles. “Wow. I don’t know why we didn’t just start with that instead of my asinine approach to getting pregnant.”

“I would have been on board with that.” I kiss my way along her damp shoulder.

The shakes in her body increase and she turns her head to the side. “I’m sure you would have.” The sparkle in her eyes is so damn sexy, I lean forward to take her lips in a fiery kiss, spearing my tongue inside. She welcomes me readily, giving me the same level of fire as I’m giving her.

I roll to the side taking Sarah with me, so she’s tucked in as close as possible, and drag the covers over our cooling bodies. Our lips unite again and we lose ourselves in a lingering kiss; neither of us is in a hurry for it to end.

Eventually, we pull away and Sarah buries her face in the crook of my neck. “Thank you,” she whispers, her hot breath brushing across my pec. She traces her finger around my nipple, causing it to bead, then leans forward to swipe it with her tongue.

I slide my fingers through the silky strands of her hair, a shiver wracking my body. “Stop thanking me, Cupcake. We’re in this together, both hoping and wishing for the same outcome.” I use my fingers to gently guide her eyes to mine. “Okay?”

She nods slowly, a smile tipping up the corners of her mouth. “Okay.”

And I feel as though I’ve demolished one of the most powerful firewalls on the planet. This is exactly what I was hoping for. My dream woman opening her heart to include me in her plans to have a family. A family we can make together. A family which will be happier than my own. The child we’ll create will be allowed to be a child and have fun, just like Colton. Just like Kenny, Austin, and Lachlan.

CHAPTER31

–sarah–

The endof the month is always busy. Eric likes to finalize projects and insists on meeting with each staff member to ensure they’re on target to achieve the company’s short- and long-term goals, as well as to make sure everyone’s still happy and experiencing job satisfaction. So work was crazy today and traffic coming home was even crazier. I close myself inside my apartment and blow out a breath as I lean back against the front door. A smile forms unbidden as I run my mind back over this past month. It’s definitely been a whirlwind of emotions—from the lows of trying to keep my walls intact to the highs of letting AJ in. I still can’t believe it.

I move further into my apartment, my smile widening when my eyes land on AJ’s business shirt draped over the dining chair. Picking it up, I bring it to my nose to inhale his yummy scent, then run my fingers down the front, noting the missing buttons. When I saw him in his suit last night, I got carried away and tore his shirt away from his body in a bid to get him naked as quickly as possible. I felt it was only fair to offer to repair the damage.

My mind slides back to last night and the way he caressed my body, worshiping every single inch of me as though it would be the last time he got to put his hands on me. I rub my thighs together as the memories assault me and notice the wetness there. My heart drops to my toes and the lust I was feeling vanishes into thin air. Disappointment rushes in, filling every cell in my body. When I hadn’t gotten my period by lunchtime today, I was … hopeful. God knows I’ve had enough sex this month that I should be pregnant. My eyes sting and as much as I blink to hold back the tears, they still fill my eyes and drop over my lashes. For fuck’s sake, Sarah, don’t be such a crybaby. Just because you want it to happen, doesn’t mean it’s going to happen on your timeline.

I drop AJ’s shirt back onto the chair and semi-stomp my way into my bedroom to grab clean underwear and step into the bathroom. I may as well have a shower and get into my PJs. It’s not like I’ll be going anywhere tonight and I need to be comfortable. Standing under the warm stream of water, I give myself permission to let go. With tears hidden by the spray, I rub soap across my stomach, wondering how I can feel as though I’ve lost something I’ve never had. Why do I feel so empty?

Maybe I’m not meant to be a mom? Maybe the universe is telling me I’d be terrible at it, so it’s not giving me what I want? Maybe I’m not worthy? Maybe I’ve left it too late?

I stand under the spray until the water turns cold and then finally step out of the shower to dry off, feeling detached from my body. I work on autopilot as I dress and dry my hair. My mind remains blank and numbness settles over me. Grabbing what I need from the kitchen, I skip dinner and curl up in bed, hugging my pillow, tears soaking the fabric.

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It’s dark when I wake, and I immediately know I’m not alone.

“You okay?” My sister’s voice whispers in the dark. With the light from the living room spilling into my bedroom, I can make out her silhouette but not the details of her face. But I don’t need to see her face to feel her concern for me. The fact she’s here, laying opposite me tells me everything.

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