Page 67 of Lost Soul

I don’t give her time to come down, releasing her wrists and stalking my way back up her body. She struggles for oxygen, and I take even more away from her when I smash my lips over hers and let her learn for herself how good she tastes on me. She mewls her approval into my mouth.

“Final question, Maddy.”

“You sure like to ask a lot of questions when you got me in a compromising position.” There’s no humor in her voice, just a hint of a smile when I pull back to look at her.

“Do you want me to take it?” I look down to where my cock is dangerously close to her opening. And Jesus, I want her to want to give it to me. Whether that be now or whenever she feels ready.

She nods her head, her eyes fixed on mine, and when her shaking hand reaches between us and wraps around me, I swear to god I almost shoot my load into it.

“I’m scared. I’ve heard it hurts.” She’s stroking me now. I can tell by her fumbling fingers that she’s never held a cock before, and it makes me fucking weak at the knees. “I’ve never wanted something so much that I know will hurt,” she adds, her teeth practically biting through her lip as she watches my cock pull through her fingers.

“I’ve never wanted to not hurt someone so much,” I confess, hooking my finger and lifting her chin so I get a look at those eyes again. “Do you wanna feel me inside you now?” I ask her. It’ll be painful but I can wait if that’s what she wants.

“Yes,” she whispers nervously, and my hands waste no more time reaching around her and grabbing her ass cheeks. I lift her off her feet, and when her legs wrap around my waist the tip of my cock bumps against her slick little hole. I should at least do the decent thing and wear protection but there’s none to hand and I ain’t breaking this moment. Maddy is an exception to all the fucking rules. I’m clean, I would never put her at risk, and I’ll just have to be fast to the mark and pull out before I come inside her. Although the thought of that sends a rush of thrill shooting up my spine.

I press her back into the tiled wall behind her, feeling the water cascading over us while I tease her tight opening with the head of my cock. It physically hurts me how much I want to be inside her, and her pussy is pulsing to be filled. So I give into what we both need and slowly edge into her.

The inside of Maddy Summers has to be the closest to heaven a man like me will ever get. It holds me so fucking tight that I feel her throb around me, and it takes my breath away. Her nails dig into my shoulder and I try so hard to be gentle in breaking her.

“You okay, darlin’?” I check, my hand swiping some hair from her face to clear a path to her eyes. “Am I hurting you?” The thought of causing her pain cuts into my chest.

“A little, keep going though. I feel like I need it. I can’t explain it.”

“Okay,” I whisper, reminding myself to take a breath. My eyes focus on hers as I sink a little deeper, and I hear my growl get drowned out by Maddy’s screech as I fracture that barrier inside.

Words can’t describe how it feels to be fully seated inside her, and I hold myself still for a moment. Not just so she can adjust, but because my head is spinning like I’m on a fucking trip. She makes a long sigh of relief and while one of my hands steadies us against the wall, I have to pinch at the skin on her waist in my other palm to check she’s real.

She smiles at me, fucking smiles, and I feel that smile slip right into my soul. How can something so fucking good, be for me? I remember the priest at my pa’s funeral had told me never to doubt God’s will. Maybe that’s what she is, God’s gift to me for all he’d taken. A sacrifice made to cleanse me of all my wrongs. Or maybe the priest was talking shit and I’m just a selfish bastard. Either way I start to move, using the weight of my body to hold her to the wall while I roll my hips slowly into hers and explore every unexplored inch inside her.

She moans my name, and when I tuck my head into her neck she clings on to me like I’m the fucking world and she doesn’t want to fall off.

As I continue to stretch her, it starts to feel a lot like Maddy Summers pussy was made solely for me. I feel release creeping up on me, she’s too damn tight and feels too good for me to last. I’m tempted to let it spill inside her, to let those tight walls clench at me as I fill her, but I manage to tear myself out just in time. All I see is white behind my eyes as my heavy cock lands with a thud against her stomach. I look down between us and watch as it pumps hot jets of cum onto her skin. I’m fucking breathless, my head completely shot.

Maddy’s watching it too and she must see the few blood streaks decorating my shaft, the final traces of her innocence.

“Thank you.” She smiles up at me like she’s fucking grateful, and I have to kiss her because it kinda hurts to look at her. What just happened is proof that I’m so much weaker than I ever thought I was. And it doesn’t matter how hard I try to fight against it, I have to admit this bitch fuckin’ got me. Heart, body, and fucked up soul.

My stomach does a cartwheel when morning comes and I wake up next to Jessie. He’s still fast asleep, and aside from the scratch under his left eye, there isn’t a single line on his face. I can’t remember a time when I’ve seen him look so peaceful. One of his arms is resting over me, and I can’t resist stretching up and placing a kiss on his forehead. It makes him stir, and his grip tightens around my waist.

“Mornin’, darlin’,” he speaks without opening his eyes, curling his lip into a one-sided smile that makes me want to jump him.

“You want something for breakfast?” I ask, taking one of his blonde locks, and flicking it through my fingers.

“Mmmm, would love breakfast,” he growls, as he rolls on top of me. His head nestles into my neck, and his lips tickle just behind my ear making me giggle like an excited child.

“You stay here. I’ll get us some.” He uses his arms either side of me to push himself off the bed, and I watch as he walks his fully naked ass out of the bedroom. Clattering and bangs come from the kitchen a few minutes later, and I decide to get up and take a shower. Picking up one of his T-shirts from the floor, I throw it over my head on my way to the bathroom.

I’m brushing my teeth when I hear a tap on the front door. I poke my head out of the bathroom and I lift my hand up when I see Carly. She almost drops the basket she’s carrying when she notices Jessie naked at the stove.

“Jesus Christ,” she shrieks, sheltering her eyes behind her fingers.

“You know you really shouldn’t have that thing so close to a pan,” she warns him, placing the basket on the table and looking over to me. I’m leaned against the bathroom doorframe, toothbrush dangling from my mouth, with a smile that I can’t hold off as I take in the view for myself. Carly smiles at me with the tiniest hint of an eye roll.

“I guess I’d better leave you guys to it… Maddy, there are a few bathing suits in there. Thought they might come in handy for the party, and if you get a minute later, I could use a favor.”

“Of course, thanks for the suits,” I call out as she leaves, hoping she understood me through a mouthful of toothpaste.

After my shower, I change into one of the bikini’s, and choose one of the summer dresses my mom packed me to wear over the top.

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