Page 5 of Submissive Lies

-You know the answer to that.-

Why? Why did he do it?

-Does it fucking matter? He did it. But the lie… oh, the lie wasn’t him. That was you.-

He hurt me!

-Big fucking deal. People get hurt all the time. You made the choice to lie to yourself. And then later to Thomas. He wasn’t the one who made that decision.-

I thought it would help with the pain…

-Grow up. That’s not the way adults deal with pain. What are you, twelve?-

IT HURT!

-Some fucking submissive you are. Aren’t you supposed to like pain?-

Fuck you. That’s different. Liking pain in the bedroom is completely fucking different. I may be a submissive, but my desire for pain does not extend to that.

Not to the pain Ben inflicted on me the moment I walked through that door.