-You know the answer to that.-
Why? Why did he do it?
-Does it fucking matter? He did it. But the lie… oh, the lie wasn’t him. That was you.-
He hurt me!
-Big fucking deal. People get hurt all the time. You made the choice to lie to yourself. And then later to Thomas. He wasn’t the one who made that decision.-
I thought it would help with the pain…
-Grow up. That’s not the way adults deal with pain. What are you, twelve?-
IT HURT!
-Some fucking submissive you are. Aren’t you supposed to like pain?-
Fuck you. That’s different. Liking pain in the bedroom is completely fucking different. I may be a submissive, but my desire for pain does not extend to that.
Not to the pain Ben inflicted on me the moment I walked through that door.