One word from him, and I saw the decision in her sleepy eyes.
Anything to please him.
She smiled, her gaze soft as she tucked my hair behind my ear. “Anything for him,” she all but repeated my thought. Perhaps that silent communication thing had sprung to life between us as well.
“Are you reading my mind now?” I asked, running my hand down over her hip. So satiny smooth…
“Yep.” She popped the P and pressed her lips against mine.
“Is that a yes?”
“That would be a yes.”
A few kisses lazed among the three of us until the stickiness became too much. I carried Lily to the shower, and we washed her from head to precious little toes, paying homage to our girl.
Blaine’s time for attention came next, and while I’d have loved to lather his backside with sensual glides of my palms and fingertips, I avoided that area of his body.
I owned a part of his heart, but even if I never got a piece of his ass, I would be content with what he allowed. Lily’s lathered hands took over cleaning his front while I held him against me.
Blaine rested his head back on my shoulder. “I’m going to see a therapist.”
Inner relief swept through me over his openness, and my throat tightened.
“I—I want to be free with you, Grey. Be able to give myself to you fully some day without the darkness rising to steal it away.”
I swallowed hard. He’d told me Lily knew vaguely about what all had happened to him, which solidified in my mind how much she meant to him. Talking about it in front of her would be okay. “I don’t need that to be happy, B. I’m perfectly content to bottom for you the rest of our lives.”
“I need it.”
“Then I’ll support you and do everything I can to help you overcome whatever hurdles lay in our path.”
Lily peered up at us from where she knelt to wash his legs. Full-on lust simmered in her big brown eyes.
I snickered. “Someone’s buttons just got pushed.”
Blaine lifted his head to peer down at her. “You want to watch Grey own my ass and heal me from the inside out?”
“Boundaries and all that,” she breathed, “but oh my God, yes. A thousand times yes, when you’re ready.”
“Shit.” Blaine’s dick stirred to life, and Lily glided her hands up the insides of his thighs to cradle his balls. “Can we…” He swallowed audibly. “Grey…would you touch me. There? I-I want to try that. Now.” His words stuttered out, stirring my groin to life again.
“Anything for you,” I said against his ear, then turned my focus on Lily. “Suck him.”
She obeyed like a good little girl, and I smoothed my hands over Blaine’s backside again, keeping my chest against his back, my mouth on his ear. I told him how strong he was, murmured words of edification and encouragement that would usually turn his face a sexy shade of pink.
And when I finally moved a fingertip over his hole, I slid my tongue into his mouth. He shivered, one of his hands coming behind my neck to hold me tight.
“Grey,” he moaned against my lips, and I rimmed my finger around his hole, tapping, and pressing without breaching.
“I have you, baby. You’re so fucking perfect, B. Love you so damn much.”
Lily whimpered around her mouthful of cock.
“Can you come again?” I asked, pulling away enough I could see Blaine’s pupils blown, the gold-green of his eyes eaten up with darkness—but not from the turmoil he buried inside. Those pupils had blown out from lust, pure and simple.
“Yeah. Fuck yeah.”
I pressed again, the wet tip of my finger breaching enough that he trembled. “B?”