Page 107 of Seeking Two Lovers

Grey held my face in his hands, wiping my tears with his thumbs even when I couldn’t meet his gaze. “Let me help carry the burden, baby.”

A warm exhale ghosted over my lips before he pressed his mouth to mine.

Voracious hunger woke, swirling along with my sadness like oil and water while I struggled to swim to the surface of choking emotions.

His tongue stroked along mine in lazy licks, but I wasn’t having any of that nice and easy bullshit.

I needed, Goddamnit.

Escape.

Mind-numbing release from the anger, remorse, and fear entwining itself in my soul.

I tore my mouth off his and ripped at Grey’s T-shirt.

Our eyes locked, the love in his eyes catching my breath. “Save me,” I managed to spew while fumbling to rid him of his shorts.

“Always.” Grey’s rumbled word slid over me like a warm caress, allowing me to breathe easier.

Trust flooded through me, separating the pain from the pleasure.

I allowed him roll me onto my back, and he sank between my spread thighs after ripping off his sweats, his hot, hard body touching mine from chest to toes.

Blue eyes, blown nearly black by swelled pupils, peered into mine, and a shuddered sigh escaped me.

He rubbed his dick over my groin, and my semi thickened.

“Grey…” I thrust my hips up into him.

“I want you,” he murmured, lowering so his lips barely brushed over mine. “I have from the first time I saw you.”

“I’m yours,” I rushed to say in my need to clear up any doubts, any restrictions that had been erected between us.

He took my mouth with a groan, a culmination of years’ worth of longing releasing in a torrent of lust.

There wasn’t anything I wouldn’t give him. He already owned most of my heart, and even though I recognized in that moment a piece of us was absent, I needed him too much to wait for Lily. “Please, Grey.”

“What do you need, B? Tell me. Anything—it’s yours.”

“You…inside me.”

“Fuck.” Grey stilled, his forehead on mine, and we panted for breath, both of us trembling. “As much as I’ve dreamed about owning you in that way, B, I-I can’t. I’m afraid it’ll be too much after…” He trailed off as though reluctant to speak about what had upheaved my life in a matter of minutes.

“I want you,” I argued even though a part of me feared he might be right.

He rolled us, putting him on his back and leaving me peering down at him. “Lose yourself in me. Take whatever you need from me to forget.”

“Grey…”

He shifted his knees higher alongside my chest. “Please.”

“Fucking hell.” I lifted into a plank and glanced between us at a sight I’d never expected to see. Two dicks leaking pre-cum pressed tightly together—Grey hard because of me. Flutters erupted inside my stomach like butterflies, and I swallowed audibly as arousal jerked my length against his.

But it wasn’t damn near enough.

I wanted to lose myself to the quiet intimacy between us, fill my eyes with every inch of him.

Moving back onto my heels offered me a full view of what I’d never seen with such blatant honesty before.

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