Page 52 of Wildest Desire

As she walks into the bathroom, her finger traces across my back. “Do we at least have time for a shower?” she asks, giving me a wink in the mirror.

“We have time for a nice long shower.” Taking her shirt off, I pick her up and carry her into the stall. “How dirty are we talking?”

“I’m very dirty. I think I need a good, deep cleaning,” Lexi says, reaching behind her and turning the shower on. “I won’t complain if you want to make me dirty again, though.” I can’t help but laugh at her. She's just fucking perfect.

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Staring at my mom and Tanya looking at each other, I glance over at Lexi as she walks over to the door. Who would be coming over at this time? “Travis,” I hear Lexi say.

Travis walks over to my mom and kisses her on the cheek. I drum my fingers on the table. “Over my dead fucking body.” I stand up and rush over to Travis and punch him in the face. “Not my sister,” I shout at him.

“Ethan!” My mom shouts.

“Don’t,” I tell her. “How long has this been going on?” I turn my attention back to Travis and see him wiping some of the blood from his lip. “I don't want to fucking hear it! I want you to get the fuck out of my house!” I storm away from them, punching the wall as I leave the apartment.

There’s no way I’m going to let my sister date that fucking dick. He's got his dick in a different pussy every night, and my mom knows that. After everything Tanya has been through, she shouldn’t be with someone like him.

Filling my glass up with whiskey, I sit outside on the balcony of the penthouse. I need to get some furniture out here.

Hearing the door close behind me, I already know it’s Lexi. My family knows me much better. They know now is not the best time to talk to me. I look at her as she sits on the floor in front of me, taking the whiskey from my hand.

“A little early if you ask m.” She puts the glass to the side. “I have a few questions, but I think I'll listen to you first,” she says and moves a little closer to me.

“She's my baby sister, and he’s my best friend, but he’s also a dick,” I tell her, and a little smile comes to her lips. “My sister had a drug problem. I spent a lot of money to send her to the best rehab center to get her clean, and I know if Travis hurts her, she will go back to doing drugs.”

I tell Lexi about the night we found out how deep Tanya’s problem was. How her friends called Travis to say she was in a bad way. I still remember the call from Travis telling me she needed help.

“Did you ever ask why they called him and not you?” Lexi asks me.

“I asked Mom. She told me her friends said his name was the one she was muttering at the time.” Lexi nods her head. “She can do better than him,” I tell her.

“You only mutter a person’s name when they mean something to you,” Lexi says, as she scoots down to sit between my legs. “They’ve been together and kept it a secret for at least a year. He’s been pretending to chat up women in the bar, so you would think he was still the dick you think he is. Your mom has known about it. Your sister has been in love with him for a long time. They’ve just told me about this, hoping that I can talk to you.” Lexi stops and looks at me. “Do you think Travis is bad for her?”

“A fucking year?” I look at her. How did I not notice that he was dating my sister for a year? I lean my forehead against hers. “Am I that self-absorbed that I didn’t see it?” I ask her.

“No, they know you’ve had a lot on your mind this year, and you not noticing is because of that. Which, I’m guessing has something to do with that woman and that Edward guy.” Lexi says, cupping my face. “So, answer my question. Do you think Travis is bad for her?”

“Right now, I’m too angry to think straight about it.” My phone starts to ring, so I take it out of my pocket and answer it. “Selena.”

“Angie has been calling the office and said if you don’t call her, she will show up at your apartment.”

“Tell her to fuck off. Did you find out if she and Edward are working together?” I drink my whiskey in one swallow. The two of them are going to give me a fucking drinking problem.

“From the phone calls we’ve seen, it looks like they are,” she says. “They want money. Just ask her flat out how much she wants.” Ending the call, I look at Lexi and wonder what they both want. Just the fact they're trying to talk to me is laughable.

Placing my hands on her waist, I pull her closer to me. “Want to go to Washington tonight instead?” I ask her. A few days away from the shit happening around me will be good. I just want to spend time with her.

“Would love to,” she whispers against my lips.

I call Selena to arrange for our tickets to be sent over to us as we make our way back into the apartment.

As we walk in, the three faces turn our way. “We’re going to Washington this afternoon, so don’t call me,” I say, looking at Travis as I walk into my bedroom. It’s best that I don’t talk too much to him because there's a chance I'll hit him again.

“Ethan,” I hear my sister’s voice behind me, “Can you please at least look at me?” I turn around to face her. “I’m sorry that we kept it a secret, but I knew you would be angry. Can’t you see that I’m happy? For the first time in a long time, I’m happy. I love Travis, and he loves me too, but, if you’re not okay with it, I’ll break it off with him. You will always come before a guy.” Tanya walks closer to me, “I love you a lot more than I'll ever love anyone else.”

Wrapping my arms around her I give her a big hug. “Give me some time to get used to the idea. I hate him for this and it’ll take me longer to be okay with him. But you… I love you and only want you to be happy,” I tell her, giving the top of her head a kiss. “And as much as I hate it, if he makes you happy then…” I step away from her and pull the suitcase from my closet. “…fine.” I want her to be happy, but it doesn’t mean I have to be happy about it right now.

“Thank you.” She hugs me from behind. “I love you.” With that, she lets me go and leaves my bedroom. She knows I need to wrap my head around this before I can begin to get comfortable about it.

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