Alexander then smirks at me and trails his eyes down my body.
I felt like my body was on fucking fire.
"We can do that and so much more, Thalia."
He leans closer to me and I back away from him. "We aren't doing this again, Alexander," I claim.
Alexander leans closer to my face. "Tell me to stop then."
Alexander comes closer and closer, and I still don’t make any move to stop him or move away.
But finally, I feel his lips capture mine.
Twenty Nine
I don't move once his lips are on mine.
I feel Alexander's hands slide onto my waist and he pulls me closer to him. My lips start to move against his and I trail my hands to his biceps.
Alexander tries to slide his tongue in but I don't let him. He bites my lips making me moan and my mouth opens a little bit. He slides his tongue in and fights for dominance.
I feel his hands slide down to my hips and then I remember what the hell I am doing.
I remove my lips from his. "No, we can't," I say while trying to fix my breathing.
Alexander leans his forehead on mine. "Tell me why? What's wrong with us doing this?"
"So many things. Like one, Cameron."
"Took care of him, angel."
I furrow my eyebrows at him. "What do you mean? You didn't kill him, did you?"
"No, but he doesn't like you anymore," Alexander shrugs. He leans closer to me. "You can't keep lying to yourself saying that you don't want this." Alexander presses his hips into mine and sure enough I can feel his bulge.
I remember he is wearing briefs so I can feel everything.
It's not that I don't, it's just that I am scared. I have seen what love is like and I don't want to go through that.
But when I look at my mom and dad, I believe that love or relationships are real. But relationships, in general, are scary and I don't want to get my heart broken.
If I do this with Alexander, he will just break my heart.
I narrow my eyes at Alexander. "I hate you. That is the only thing I am thinking."
Alexander then smiles.
He fucking smiles.
"Angry sex is the best kind of sex," Alexander says before placing his lips on mine again and picking me up by my legs.
I don't make any movements to pull away from him.
Alexander rubs my thighs as he walks through the house, and I trail my kisses down his neck.
He opens the door and walks towards his bed before placing me down. His lips are back on mine, and I reach to grab his face to pull him closer to me if that’s even possible. His hands are rubbing the sides of my body.
I just can't get enough of this feeling.