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Morgan

The way he’s looking at me in this moment makes me feel like the only person in the world. His eyes take in every part of me as I lay on the bed, waiting. He’s a dream, standing there with his erect cock standing at attention like a beacon to my pleasure. I never knew sex could be like this, so intimate, so passionate that you lose all track of time. And I know it’s Owen. It’s how he looks at me, the way he holds me close when no one else is watching. And his love for me.

“Fuck, Morgan, you can’t look at me like that. I’ll come before we even start.” I smirk, knowing I can’t help the way I’m looking at him. He’s everything I knew he would be and more, and the more time I spend with him, the more I want.

“Are you just going to stand there and stare?” I ask, loving the heat that flashes in his eyes.

“Oh, baby, I could stand here all day and just look at you. Just thinking about you gets me off. But right now, I need to be inside you.” I nod because that sounds like an amazing plan. Before I have a chance to complain that he’s taking too long, he crawls onto the bed, over me, and settles between my legs. His cock is at my entrance, and the more I move, the more it hits my clit every time, sending my eyes rolling to the back of my head.

“Fuck…” I groan as the heat starts to settle in my spine. I wrap my legs around his hips, pulling him closer. The second his head hits my entrance, we both gasp, our eyes locking. And just as he opens his mouth to say something, I lift my hips, sending him plunging into my heat, making us both groan.

“Baby, shit...this feels…” I nod, knowing exactly what he means. It doesn’t feel like the other times before. The warmth, the fullness, and the utter connection I feel with him surpass every feeling before. And it takes less than a second for both of us to realize why this time feels so much different.

“Condom,” Owen growls as he moves to get up, but my legs wrap around his hips tighter, keeping him in place. His eyes come back to mine with questions swimming in their depths. “M?” I lean up, placing one of my hands on the side of his face as I kiss him gently, nipping his bottom lip until a groan escapes. I start to move my hips, his body visibly shaking against mine as I fuck him bare. I kiss his lips, across his jaw, and then nip the lobe of his ear.

“I’m on the pill,” I whisper into the shell of his ear, feeling him shudder as my hips start grinding even harder, causing my head to fall back against the bed.

“You sure?” he asks, his eyes pleading with mine. I nod, needing him to move. The longer he stays inside me, the more I feel my walls contracting around him. He closes his eyes, leaning down and kissing me softly. “I love you,” he says against my lips, kissing past my jaw and down my neck.

“I love you, too,” I whimper, feeling his hips start to move.

“Say it again,” he commands as he starts to fuck me slowly, moving in and out at a pace that drives me over the edge one thrust at a time.

“I love you,” I repeat, wrapping my arms around his neck. That sets him off, and his hips start bucking against me, sending me spiraling toward an orgasm I didn’t even know was there.

“Fuck, M, it’s good to hear you say that. I never thought I would hear it again,” he admits, and for the first time in the last two days, I wonder what he’s been through since all this started. Before I have a chance to ask, his cock hits me in a spot inside that sends stars bursting behind my eyelids, and I’m catapulted into an orgasm that far surpasses any I have ever had before.

“Fuck…” Owen utters, thrusting a few more times before I feel his cock expand, and he comes, his body locking above me.

He collapses, only rolling off when I tell him that he’s cutting off my air supply. He chuckles as he gets up off the bed and heads into the bathroom on the other side of the room. When I hear the water running, I lay down, shutting my eyes, my arm coming over my face as my breathing starts to calm.

The feel of a warm cloth settling over my pussy startles me. When I look down my body, I’m left smiling at Owen, who stands above me, cleaning me up.

“You don’t have to do that,” I say, fully aware that I love him taking care of me.

“Nonsense, this is my job now. You are all I care about,” he says as he throws the cloth back into the bathroom. It lands on the floor, and he settles in next to me once more.

As he pulls me toward him, my body tenses, thinking about the last time we did this. As if he read my mind, he kisses my temple and whispers, “I’m not going anywhere. There is nowhere I would rather be than with you, right here.” I nod my head, laying my head on his chest, loving the sound of his heartbeat.

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The light from the bathroom wakes me as I hear Owen on the phone. When I look at the clock beside the bed, I see it’s not even seven a.m. I groan, hugging his pillow closer as I settle again, waiting for him to come out. When he does, his eyes meet mine right away.

“Who was that?” I ask, my voice cracking with sleep. I yawn, loving the look in his eyes as he returns to the bed, pulling the pillow away from me and tugging me against him instead. This is what I missed last time—waking up to him against me, having him with me in the room. That’s something I always knew I wanted but never expected to get.

“My lawyer,” he states matter-of-factly. When I give him a look of confusion, he chuckles, and I feel it resonate through his entire body. “When I spent the day trying to get those photos back from Bailey—” My body locks at the mention of her name, but he doesn’t say anything about it. He just leans down and kisses my temple and whispers, “I love you,” before continuing. “Anyway, I threatened to call my lawyer. So I’m just following through with that.”

“Why would you threaten to call your lawyer?” I ask, not really getting why he would bother when it’s all over.

“Just because you tell me it’s not a big deal for you, doesn’t mean I feel the same. She violated you in a way I can never take away.” When I go to say something, he shakes his head. “No, she did. She took something that was meant only for me and threatened to show anyone and everyone. I’m not okay with that. Plus, she also tried to blackmail me into breaking up with you. So, as of tomorrow, she’s being charged with blackmail unless she deletes all evidence of those photos.”

“Really?” I ask, loving the idea of those photos not being in her hands any longer. Even though I said I didn’t really care if they were released, I would really like to keep them just between us.

“Yes, really. I would never let her do anything to hurt you, ever.” I nod against his chest as he takes a deep breath. “I’m also thinking of getting a restraining order for both of us against her.” Now that’s a surprise. I lean up onto my elbow and look down at his face, seeing the seriousness of what he just said.

“You really think that’s necessary?” I ask, not knowing if a piece of paper will stop her if she really wants to get close to us again.

“I need to know that you’re protected. And knowing that she can’t get near you will make me sleep easier at night. Plus, having her unable to get into the gym whenever she wants will be a nice change.” I smile, feeling the laugh through his chest.

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