I catch myself groaning.
My tongue greets his tongue.
I’m kissing a murderer…
Which really isn’t anything new for me.
I hurry to break the kiss and I walk away from Seth, shaking my head.
I force myself not to look back.
But I can hear him leaving.
The sound of his motorcycle starting.
The growling engine… screaming into the distance until it’s a faint echo.
I hug myself and keep walking, refusing to get a ride from anyone.
My only focus now is to get back to the dorms.
So I can see Maz and Birdie.
My best friends.
And so I can pop somezazas.
My other best friends.
I need my bed too.
I just want to sleep until everything makes sense.
It feels good to walk in the cold air.
But it feels even better when I’m done walking.
I walk up to the dorm room door and pause for a few seconds.
I catch my breath.
I’m embarrassed I’m out of breath just from walking.
Whatever.
I open the door and Maz and Birdie are waiting for me.
“What’s wrong now?” I ask them as they stare at me.
“You never check your phone,” Maz says.
“You’re in huge trouble, Jaci,” Birdie says.
I scramble to dig my phone out of my pocket.
My response to what I read?
“Oh… fuck…”