Page 18 of Wings of a Butterfly

“Mmmmh ... Are you soaked for me baby?”

Between that little tease of pleasure and the pain, my head is spinning.

“Only two more and I’ll give you so much pleasure, baby.”

He lights the knife again and presses it to me again, and I scream so loud. The black birds are shaken from their trees, and I see them flying high into the sky through the dusky windows. He licks me again, a little longer this time, paying extra attention to my clit, and I moan out and push my sex closer to his face.

“Hold on, baby, just one more.”

I groan and he lights the knife again and before I can even think of biting the inside of my cheek again, he shoves two fingers inside of me as he’s pressing the edge of the knife down on my lower belly. A mix of a scream and a moan escapes my throat. The pain and pleasure mix, and I’m holding his hand chasing that high.

“That’s it, baby. Take what you need from me.”

I ride his fingers, and he sets the knife down, bringing his other thumb to my clit and rubbing circles into it. I ride him until my body builds with ecstasy and my legs are shaking. I’ve completely forgotten about the pain, and I look down at it. There is an angry red A burned into my lower belly. I guess that it’s fitting since I could never conform to the normal standards of society. First there’s my love for women, and now there’s my love for danger and my brother. The thrill of it all is like a drug I can’t come down from.

He releases me and steps back, but he doesn’t look like he’s through with me yet.

“Get on your knees for me, princess.”

I think if he’d just let me fly away free with the chance to come back, then I could live in his darkness forever. I do as he says and look up at him.

“Taste me. Show me how I make you feel.”

I pop the button on his jeans and pull down the zipper. I grab along the edge and push them down. His cock springs out and it’s right in my face. I only get the jeans down to his knees before I’m grabbing hold of his length and licking up the sides, feeling it twitch at my touch. He groans, and it excites me that I’m making him feel this way. I suck on the tip, swirling my tongue around it, and go down as far as I can before I feel my gag reflex stop me. I look up and his head is thrown back, and I start to bob my head on his thick cock. I feel his hands in my hair which he’s pulling up into a fist to gain better control of my head. He pulls me down on his length and holds me there. I’m gagging and drooling.

“Breathe through your nose, baby.”

I listen to his commands, and it helps slightly. I grab for his balls and give them a little tug.

“Oh fuck, baby.”

He’s moaning and stiffening. Then there’s a hot stream of thick salty cum on the back of my tongue. He pulls out slightly to see the remnants of his release on my tongue.

He pulls me up to him and kisses me deeply.

“Fuck, baby, you were so good.”

I feel a little proud of myself for his praise. He chuckles at how I light up.

“Okay, let’s go put some ointment on your marking. I wouldn’t want it to get infected.”

It’s always so easy to fall into him when he’s this kind and nurturing.

He pulls away from me, looking into my eyes. “It’s late, let’s go cuddle until you fall asleep in my arms while I play with your hair.”

And I’ve never heard sweeter words spoken. I might be falling for him.

CHAPTER 13

ALEXANDER

I thinkSkylar is coming to terms with everything she’s found out about me and the secrets I’ve been keeping from her. I think with time she’ll come to understand that I only did what was best for the both of us. I needed her as much as she needed me. I saw the way she was looking at that girl at the concert. That girl didn’t want her. She was using her and claiming her for selfish reasons. My motives aren’t completely selfish because she needed someone to need her just as much as she needed someone else. I fill the spaces she was missing. She’ll come to understand that.

I go down to the basement and work on my new contraption that’ll hold her up by her arms. I think she’ll love it. I’ve been reading these books I’d found in an old library sale years ago. It’s old and dated, but there are still some great ideas in here that I have yet to use. I can’t wait to try new things with Skylar. She’s had so many firsts with me, and I can’t wait to tell her this will be a first for the both of us. I continue working in the basement to give her some space which is what I think she needs right now. I don’t think she’ll leave me. I’m confident after all the lessons that she won’t leave me.

I work late into the night on little things here and there to keep my mind busy and even read some of the old books I have here, others I also bought from that old library sale in town. They keep my mind busy when I don’t want to think. I don’t want to give myself a chance to think too much into what Skylar might be thinking right now.

“You know she won’t stay.”The voice starts off soft. I groan and hit my head. “She’s just like all the rest. You can’t make them love you.”

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